"What is your meaning to be like this?" Chen Wan was pressing her on every stage, she went in front of Guan Xin Mu, "I will not like you, just looking at you make me hate you. If you always be together with him, I truly will not willing."
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"Without the blessing and support from the senior, do you think you and Fei Jun will be really happy?"
Guan Xin Mu was silent, she calmly looked face to face to Chen Wan. She fisted her hands tightly, her skin turned to be blue. This moment she clearly understood, after all Chen Wan said she didn't willing to accept her. From the moment she got married with Fei Jun, she never really open her heart to accept her. She didn't willing to accept that her daughter-in-law just an ordinary girl. She felt Fei Jun deserved the the best. In her eyes, it was only benefits and power, as for feeling for her was too insignificant, it was weak as a sawdust.
This marriage would not possibly able to get Chen Wan's support and blessing, and so she would also never be accepted by her forever.
The moment Guan Xin Mu got out from Chen Wan's mansion, she felt somewhat empty. She stood tall and straight, and walked step by step. She tried to show her brave appearance, yet actually she immediately wanted to look for place to sit, stop, take a breath. But she didn't, she just kept on walking on the road side, took the taxi to be back home.
Fei Jun noticed her change very quickly, during the dinner, he asked her about what happened, but she just shook her head and said: "Sister Pei was on break after delivering her kid, so now she got more responsibilities in work, I didn't even have time to rest, so I'm really tired."
"Later on, on the bed I will help to massage you." Fei Jun was smiling.
For hearing his mention about massage, it apparently sounded somewhat vague, Guan Xin Mu knew he was thinking a bad thing, she immediately pointed out bluntly: "Why you were smiled so wickedly?"
"You know it." Fei Jun took a sip of his soup, and calmly said: "When I see you, in my brain will appear what kind of image?"
…. Guan Xin Mu was speechless.
At night, Fei Jun just got on the bed. Guan Xin Mu directly turned her body and pressed him down. He raised his eyebrow, smiled, and said: "Why are you so in hurry?"
Guan Xin Mu observed seriously toward Fei Jun's facial feature. She extended her hand to stroke his forehead, bridge of the nose, and chin. She was feeling the warmth of his skin. Her action was gentle and in love. Then she lowered her head to kiss his lips. Fei Jun was startled then he extended his arm to hold her back of the head and deepen the kiss. She kissed very fiercely, the tip of her tongue pressed and opened his lips. He unexpected her to be that initiative, his deepest level of warm-blood was soaring, then he flipped over to press her down. His palm covered her chest gently, she was gasping for breath, and her cheeks gradually turned red, said: "I want to be at top!" Then once again, she flipped over to pressed him down. She sat down on his tight area, and her both arm placed on his chest. She looked at him earnestly, and after a long time she said: "Fei Jun, I suddenly notice that you look really handsome."
Fei Jun grasped her hands and placed it on his heart, said lazily: "I really unexpected that you just know it now, moreover why you look really enthusiastic tonight?"
"Then do you like it?" Guan Xin Mu raised her butt, then dropped in his sensitive part, laughed, and asked: "Like it or not?"
Fei Jun narrowed his eyes, his hand was stroking her long hair, and little by little said: "Don't. You. Think. Of. Getting. Off. The. Bed. Tomorrow. Morning."
Then as fast as lightning, he hurriedly turned his body over, and Guan Xin Mu yelled. Once again she was pressed down by him, she still didn't have no enough time to do any response, her white shirt's button already bit by him. His tip of tongue was exploring her chest, his finger opened her underwear. Then kissed her snowy white skin, he kissed it one by one. Under the light, her skin was showing rose-red marks. It was full of electric currents surround her body. She closed her eyes, and her hand gradually pressed his back head, like a silent encouragement. He laughed lowly, and undid her belt swiftly. He threw it to the ground. She blinked her eyes, and said with excitement: "You want to let me be unable to get up tomorrow morning?"
Her voice was turned to rare charming and sexy, narrowed her eyes like she was provoking him. His eyes turned dark, then said hoarsely: "Tonight you really cute, but also really need to be sorted out."
Their passion was like a rolling tide, their body was in harmony. He entered her body strongly, started wonderful and primitive act of possessing. Every time he always be like this let her almost cannot able to endure it, she just be able to hold tightly to his sturdy back, and followed his rhythm.
Yet she really happy, before this moment she never knows that she really needed his presence, her need to touch his hot skin. He is real, powerful, and strong. When she hugs him, it is like she hugs the whole world. She doesn't want to let him go, doesn't want to leave him. She wants to be curled up in his embrace forever, like a small boat stopped and leaned to its harbor. She felt relieved, satisfied, and happy.
She loves this man, loves his everything.
"Do you like it?" Fei Jun kissed her earlobe.
"I like it." She replied with a low voice.
"Are you satisfied?" His face changed color when he asked this.
She thought about it and said with craftiness: "You have finished your energy?"
What was welcoming her next was another violent wind and rainstorm that at last she finally begged for forgiveness, her heart couldn't sustain this strong provocation and pleasure anymore.
He lowered his head to kiss the corner of her mouth, he tasted something salty on it. His soft gaze looked at her: "Why are you crying?"
She shook her head, her tears was streaming down. She almost didn't dare to face his eyes. He extended his hand to clutch her chin, forced her to look at him, then asked again: "What happened? Why are you crying?"
Her tears kept on streaming, his face changed into puzzlement. Choking with sob, she said: "I was crying because of your *******, do you feel satisfied?"
Fei Jun's dark eyes was peculiar, his big thumb wiped her tears, and hugged her tight. He comforted her gently: "Why are you crying? Tell me."
"I was crying because of your *******!"
"What are you sad about?" He asked, he completely ignored her rude works and dirty talks.
"No." She used her hands to wipe her eyes, "What grieve will I have. On this earth there is nothing that is valuable enough that need me to be sad. You are overanxious."
He lowered his head to look at her, seriously and calm. He told him that her every moods and feelings are not able to be hidden by him. In his eyes, she just like a little wimpy kids, her four types of human emotions are like the mark in the white sheet of paper, it can be easily recognized: "Is there anyone say something to you?"
"What people?" She pretended to be stupid, and placed her head on his chest, said, "You think too much, I just really cry because of your *******."
"Really?"
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Her hand on his chest was shivering for a while, then she hooked up his mouth and said: "No, you think too much. Recently your Ma didn't contact me about anything. Before I just a bit hurt because of you. In a short moment, I couldn't endure it so I cry. You look how shameful you are, even you make your wife cry on the bed!"
Fei Jun stroked her head, looked at her. He kissed her tip of nose: "I've been saying it, you are a little wimpy kid. You are unable to cover and bury your feeling. All of your problems are written on your eyes so you couldn't hide it from me. But since you don't want to tell me, I also will not force you. Just remember, don't care about any people's word, if only you know what do you want, moreover, I am by your side, what should you be afraid of?"
His voice was really soft and gentle. She closed her eyes slowly, and hugged his waist. Then she slept.
He was watching at her peaceful sleeping figure, he waited until her breath turned even and snored a bit.
The next day early morning, Fei Jun sent Guan Xin Mu to work. Guan Xin Mu said good bye Guan Xin Mu entered the lobby of Hua Mei. He sat down on the car and dialed Chen Wan's phone. He asked: "Ma, did you anything to Xin Mu?"
Chen Wan's tone was very calm, but sounded a bit confused and puzzlement, asked him again: "No, Jun Jun, why are you asking this? What did happen to Xin Mu?"
"I just simply ask. If not, it's god." Fei Jun lowered his gaze, then said again: "Ma, don't you intervene between Guan Xin Mu and I."
Chen Wan was silent, her heart felt as being slapped.
"If you still want me as your son, then don't say anything that will hurt her." Fei Jun said, "She is my wife, my bottom line, don't you touch her. If you touch it, I don't know what I will do."
Chen Wan was shocked, she never expected to hear her son to say something like that with that kind of tone.
Fei Jun's face was really persistent and serious, on the other side, Chen Jing was heard to be breathing rapidly.
"What I'm saying is true. I don't just scare you." He said it, and hung up the phone