Chapter 477: So This Is Love (11)
Translator: Lonelytree Editor: Millman97
His voice was soft yet magnetic, overcast yet graceful . It seemed to echo within the room, hitting Song Qingchun's heart again and again .
The good feelings that she got from learning he didn't touch the girls froze in her heart instantly . Ever since she knew about this Tingting, she had heard him proclaim many times how much he loved her .
"I've expended three lifetimes to find you, and now, I will use another to make you my wife . "
"This is my lifelong dream . "
"I love her; I will always love her . "
"I don't mind dying alone if can't have her . I'd rather choose loneliness without her . "
"I cannot love her, but I cannot not love her . "
"My love for her starts from now and ends with eternity . "
These proclamations were much grander than the one he made that night, but instead of being impressed by his loyalty like she usually would, she felt like a knife had been stabbed deep into her heart . It was bleeding profusely and dripping with acid .
This feeling was very familiar . It was just like that year after her high school exam when she finally got into the same university as Qin Yinan . She rushed to Qin Yinan's home excitedly to confess her love to him, but he told her, "Song Song, I've fallen in love with someone . "
The feeling was starkly familiar; it felt like her heart had exploded into smithereens, and she had trouble breathing .
Song Qingchun stared at Su Zhinian's face that shone brilliantly under the glittering chandelier and she asked herself internally, Why would I feel this way… when Su Zhinian expressed his love for the woman that he loves?
Su Zhinian realized that Song Qingchun had been staring at him for a long time without responding, and he couldn't help calling out her name . She blinked but still didn't come to . He reached out his hand wave in front of her . "What's wrong?"
Song Qingchun jumped as if shocked . Realizing her social faux-pas, Song Qingchun immediately lowered her head to conceal the emotions in her eyes . "No, nothing important… I just felt my stomach rumbling a bit just now . "
"Are you feeling better now? Do you need a glass of warm water?" Before Song Qingchun even nodded, Su Zhinian called for the waiter to pour her a glass of water .
Song Qingchun didn't have the mind to pay attention to what Su Zhinian was doing or saying; her mind was still stuck on the sentence Su Zhinian had told her earlier . "My body and soul belong to the woman I love alone . Even if we cannot end up together, I will not touch another woman beside her . "
The more she thought about it, the more unsettled she felt . Afraid that she might cause an episode before Su Zhinian, when the waiter came back with the water, she took a deep breath and told Su Zhinian in a tone that was as natural as she could muster, "I have to use the bathroom . "
Since she mentioned earlier that her stomach was not feeling too good, Su Zhinian didn't think too much of it . He nodded and said, "Okay . "
The moment he nodded, Song Qingchun grabbed her purse and stood up from her seat .
Song Qingchun didn't use the toilet but stood before the sink . She washed her face, and when she raised her head and grabbed the nearby tissue to wipe her face dry, her eyes fell on her own reflection in the mirror .
She stared at herself for quite some time, and her fingers started to shake as if she just seen the truth that had staring at her all along .
Chapter 477 So This Is Love 11 Translator Lonelytree Editor Millman97His voice was soft yet magnetic, overcast yet graceful . It seemed to echo within the room, hitting Song Qingchun s heart again and again . The good feelings that she got from learning he didn t touch the girls froze in her heart instantly . Ever since she knew about this Tingting, she had heard him proclaim many times how much he loved her . I ve expended three lifetimes to find you, and now, I will use another to make you my wife . This is my lifelong dream . I love her I will always love her . I don t mind dying alone if can t have her . I d rather choose loneliness without her . I cannot love her, but I cannot not love her . My love for her starts from now and ends with eternity . These proclamations were much grander than the one he made that night, but instead of being impressed by his loyalty like she usually would, she felt like a knife had been stabbed deep into her heart . It was bleeding profusely and dripping with acid . This feeling was very familiar . It was just like that year after her high school exam when she finally got into the same university as Qin Yinan . She rushed to Qin Yinan s home excitedly to confess her love to him, but he told her, Song Song, I ve fallen in love with someone . The feeling was starkly familiar it felt like her heart had exploded into smithereens, and she had trouble breathing . Song Qingchun stared at Su Zhinian s face that shone brilliantly under the glittering chandelier and she asked herself internally, Why would I feel this way when Su Zhinian expressed his love for the woman that he loves Su Zhinian realized that Song Qingchun had been staring at him for a long time without responding, and he couldn t help calling out her name . She blinked but still didn t come to . He reached out his hand wave in front of her . What s wrong Song Qingchun jumped as if shocked . Realizing her social faux pas, Song Qingchun immediately lowered her head to conceal the emotions in her eyes . No, nothing important I just felt my stomach rumbling a bit just now . Are you feeling better now Do you need a glass of warm water Before Song Qingchun even nodded, Su Zhinian called for the waiter to pour her a glass of water . Song Qingchun didn t have the mind to pay attention to what Su Zhinian was doing or saying her mind was still stuck on the sentence Su Zhinian had told her earlier . My body and soul belong to the woman I love alone . Even if we cannot end up together, I will not touch another woman beside her . The more she thought about it, the more unsettled she felt . Afraid that she might cause an episode before Su Zhinian, when the waiter came back with the water, she took a deep breath and told Su Zhinian in a tone that was as natural as she could muster, I have to use the bathroom . Since she mentioned earlier that her stomach was not feeling too good, Su Zhinian didn t think too much of it . He nodded and said, Okay . The moment he nodded, Song Qingchun grabbed her purse and stood up from her seat . Song Qingchun didn t use the toilet but stood before the sink . She washed her face, and when she raised her head and grabbed the nearby tissue to wipe her face dry, her eyes fell on her own reflection in the mirror . She stared at herself for quite some time, and her fingers started to shake as if she just seen the truth that had staring at her all along .