Chapter 347: Stay Like This Forever (9)
Translator: Lonelytree Editor: Millman97
He had told her outright that the only reason he was treating her so nicely was because he felt he owed her for that night .
However, even so, she found herself yearning for his acts of kindness; in fact, if possible, she wanted him to be good to her forever .
Forever…
Su Zhinian, who was looking out the window expressionlessly, shook violently when he read the word in Song Qingchun's mind .
His sudden reaction woke Song Qingchun up, and before she could understand what was happening, he pulled his hand away from her stomach .
Song Qingchun frowned, noticing the lack of weight on her stomach, and she asked with confusion, "What's wrong?"
He stood up urgently and dashed out of the room without a look at her as if he hadn't even heard her question .
"Su Zhinian, wait…" Song Qingchun sat up in her bed in a hurry, but before she could get the rest of the sentence out, the door to her bedroom was slammed shut, causing the rest of her words to stop in her throat .
…
Su Zhinian's face was blanched as he leaned against her room door . His fist gripped the door knob tightly, and his whole body was frozen solid .
It was like he was battling an inner struggle . Eventually, he loosened his grip on her door knob and walked toward his study .
He sat before his desk and lost himself, looking at the wall across from his table . Finally, he pulled open one of the desk drawers and picked up his diary .
He flipped through the diary quietly until he reached the latest empty page . He sighed as he grabbed his pen to begin the entry . "2016 February 29 . 10:50 pm . Cloudy with mist . "
The tip of his pen stopped on the paper for a moment before continuing easily .
"There are only ten days left until March 10, the day she has to leave me .
"Today, I brought her to the office, and she discovered the hoard of presents I was unable to give throughout the years . She was so close to knowing from my secretary that those presents were all meant for her .
"I was too busy to accompany her for lunch today, and when I returned, she was asleep in my office's swing chair . I lost myself looking at her sleep . I wonder if she realizes the scenery with the swing was something she imagined .
"Today, she also thought about me in many ridiculously perverted situations . She even used one sentence to describe me, 'a face that would make any woman's face light up with a smile and her legs open wide in invitation . ' It has caused me plenty of trouble focusing throughout the afternoon .
"At Eldorado, when CEO Lu enquired about her identity, I only mentioned her surname . If possible, I didn't even want her to be there; the men in the field of business are the most heartless creatures I've ever known . If possible, I wish for her to stay in a pure and untainted world forever . "
Su Zhinian stopped when he reached this part . His grip on his pen tightened, and he bit on his lips several times as he stared at the page before continuing .
"Multiple times, I've prayed for her to change her impression of me; she doesn't need to even like me, as long as she doesn't hate me as much .
"But tonight, I read the word 'forever' in her heart .
"Even though she wants me to be good to her forever, I cannot; the secret from five years ago has made it so that I can only be a guest in her life . Her wish is something, I, Su Zhinian can never fulfil . "
Chapter 347 Stay Like This Forever 9 Translator Lonelytree Editor Millman97He had told her outright that the only reason he was treating her so nicely was because he felt he owed her for that night . However, even so, she found herself yearning for his acts of kindness in fact, if possible, she wanted him to be good to her forever . Forever Su Zhinian, who was looking out the window expressionlessly, shook violently when he read the word in Song Qingchun s mind . His sudden reaction woke Song Qingchun up, and before she could understand what was happening, he pulled his hand away from her stomach . Song Qingchun frowned, noticing the lack of weight on her stomach, and she asked with confusion, What s wrong He stood up urgently and dashed out of the room without a look at her as if he hadn t even heard her question . Su Zhinian, wait Song Qingchun sat up in her bed in a hurry, but before she could get the rest of the sentence out, the door to her bedroom was slammed shut, causing the rest of her words to stop in her throat . Su Zhinian s face was blanched as he leaned against her room door . His fist gripped the door knob tightly, and his whole body was frozen solid . It was like he was battling an inner struggle . Eventually, he loosened his grip on her door knob and walked toward his study . He sat before his desk and lost himself, looking at the wall across from his table . Finally, he pulled open one of the desk drawers and picked up his diary . He flipped through the diary quietly until he reached the latest empty page . He sighed as he grabbed his pen to begin the entry . 2016 February 29 . 10 50 pm . Cloudy with mist . The tip of his pen stopped on the paper for a moment before continuing easily . There are only ten days left until March 10, the day she has to leave me . Today, I brought her to the office, and she discovered the hoard of presents I was unable to give throughout the years . She was so close to knowing from my secretary that those presents were all meant for her . I was too busy to accompany her for lunch today, and when I returned, she was asleep in my office s swing chair . I lost myself looking at her sleep . I wonder if she realizes the scenery with the swing was something she imagined . Today, she also thought about me in many ridiculously perverted situations . She even used one sentence to describe me, a face that would make any woman s face light up with a smile and her legs open wide in invitation . It has caused me plenty of trouble focusing throughout the afternoon . At Eldorado, when CEO Lu enquired about her identity, I only mentioned her surname . If possible, I didn t even want her to be there the men in the field of business are the most heartless creatures I ve ever known . If possible, I wish for her to stay in a pure and untainted world forever . Su Zhinian stopped when he reached this part . His grip on his pen tightened, and he bit on his lips several times as he stared at the page before continuing . Multiple times, I ve prayed for her to change her impression of me she doesn t need to even like me, as long as she doesn t hate me as much . But tonight, I read the word forever in her heart . Even though she wants me to be good to her forever, I cannot the secret from five years ago has made it so that I can only be a guest in her life . Her wish is something, I, Su Zhinian can never fulfil .