Published at 28th of November 2020 01:42:43 PM
Chapter 2.1: 2.1
Hannah’s body fluttered when Masha said she was throwing them away .
“What…, what?” I became a shameless person who abandons her children .
No, I mean, is that right?
I’m running away to save my life, but I’m going to be a cold-hearted adult who leaves them?
‘Ma, Masha, ···· . ’
‘Are you really leaving?’ Ian asked .
Even Ian’s face, who was only expressionless, had a shade .
“See, the new teacher said she wouldn’t like us either!”
Jeremy said, kicking the door madly . Suddenly I feel like I became a sinner . ‘I went out of the temple like this…’ I felt like someone who had really grown up was coming to revenge for the abandoned . In particular, Jeremy said that he remembered the days of a nursery school while sleeping one day and find himself a knife . (I’m sorry I don’t really understand the last part)
“……Uh····· um······ . ”
It was a difficult situation .
Eventually, Hannah caught Masha’s eyes dripping with tears . The children’s shoulders were drooping .
‘These children… . ’ The villains Hannah thought were not like this . The small and hurt little kid was never the villains she thought .
“Teacher…”
No matter how poor the children look at it, no matter how hurt they look! I had to leave without looking back .
‘But, ··· . ’
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Suddenly, a voice floated in my head . “Older sister(Nuna)!”
10 years ago .
Come to think of it, it was a very strange day .
‘Nuna! Nuna! Let’s go to the supermarket together!”
Usually, it was rare to refuse my brother’s request to go to the supermarket together, but that day I feel really tired . I can’t go to the nearby supermarket where you can only cross the street . I’m tired of my brother’s crying and screaming so I sent him cold-heartedly to go home .
And that day, my younger brother left .
To a place where you will never return .
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It becomes something that can’t be washed away .
For a while, it was a sad past when it was so hard to be separated from the children who were about the same height as her younger siblings .
“Sister, can’t you come with me?’
That one word still remains a dagger in my heart .
And so Hannah was particularly weak to the children with the same age as her younger brother .
“Like this, are you leaving us behind…?”
When Masha spoke with his tearful eyes once again, she quickly opened her mouth .
“······No . ”
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It was because of the appearance of the children overlapped with her younger brother .
So it is . At that moment, I couldn’t leave the children cold-heartily .
“Teacher isn’t going anywhere . I was trying to move the room because it was uncomfortable . Don’t worry . Huh? Masha, don’t cry…”
Hannah felt her heart shrunk when the children cried . Suddenly, Masha ran to her arms and held her . “Teacher, if you abandon us, we won’t… No…”
“Yes, teacher is not going anywhere . ”
Hannah had no choice but to pat Masha’s head and smile awkwardly to Jeremy and Ian . I know these kids aren’t my younger brothers, or maybe it’s just a fantasy of being in the type of the novel, but I can’t turn blind to the crying child . Even thinking that they were poor children, I began to feel more and more concerned .
I don’t know if it’s weak or stupid, but at least now I couldn’t get rid of the kids in a cruel way .
‘I am digging my own grave . ’
Fortunately, she was thinking positively and saying, “Let’s raise the children to be nice . ”