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Wafū Otome Gē de (Akuyaku/Hiroin) Yattemasu
I Play the Role of a Heroine
– The Peerless Onmyouji 2 [Part 2]
Yuusei-kun made moves to restrict the brown wolf’s body as he chipped away at its strength.
Meanwhile, I disintegrated the miasma in Chako’s body bit by bit as I searched for her ego.
It appeared that Tomotaksenpai had been giving orders and manipulating the brown wolf so that it didn’t go berserk.
However, even that had came to a close.
Although the brown wolf's power was enormous, Yuusei-kun eventually captures it and I disintegrate the miasma in the body with my power.
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The brown wolf's body dissipates, leaving behind only the body of a small wolf.
Tomotaksenpai seems to have used up his power as he collapses on the ground in a sitting position.
I rush over to the small wolf and gently hug that body.
"Chako, Chako."
When I call out frantically, golden eyes look at me.
Those eyes widen in a bit of apparent shock.
"Yui-chan."
"Yes, that's right. I'm sorry. It was painful, wasn't it?"
What Tomotaksenpai disapproved of the most was The Peerless Onmyouji, Yuusei-kun, obtaining power.
Even though I should've known that, I left Chako aside and seeked only to make myself stronger.
How much pain had Chako suffered, eating so many phantoms that she lost her ego and being bound by chains unceasingly?
I'm sorry you were hurt, Chako.
But I found a way to save you.
I look at the Yuusei-kun standing behind me.
Yuusei-kun nods and takes out a crystal.
"You know what, Chako, I can transfer your ego alone into this crystal right now."
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The small wolf's golden eyes sway.
"With that, you can get a new body, Chako. Your familiar contract will end too. Let's live together, always."
Chako.
Take my hand.
Live with me.
"It's… enough already, Yui-chan."
I look at the golden eyes in desperation but――those eyes slowly close.
"I'm, tired."
I don't want this.
I don't want this, Chako.
Don't disappear.
Don't give up.
"Chako, you know what, it's fine even just for a bit, go into the crystal for a while… with that, you'll be free… and then…"
I continue to speak frantically but the small wolf shakes its head.
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"Yui-chan… you looked like you had fun… I wasn't able to do a thing but, together with Abe-kun, you…"
"Chako, just for a bit. Hey, look at me."
"I'd always been snatching… snatching… and snatching. In the end, I lost my ego…"
No.
Chako, open your eyes.
Look at me.
"… I'm tired, Yui-chan."
The body of the small body dissipates.
It dissipates into the air and disappears.
"Chako…!"
"It's, fine already… Since you've chosen, Abe-kun, it's fine already…"
――I want to disappear.
The last of Chako's voice wasn't vocalised.
Even then, I understood what Chako wanted to say.
Yes. Truth be told, I've always known.
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That Chako's fine with this.
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Chako's body isn't in my arms.
The arms that had lost their destination slumps down feebly.
"Yuusei-kun… you said that it might have been fate that Chako disappeared, right?"
My hoarse voice melts into the air.
"I didn't want that. I wasn't convinced with a fate wherein Chako would disappear. ――However, Chako accepted it."
Chako always smiled with satisfaction at the end.
Chako said "It's fine already," and shook off Yuusei-kun and my hands.
Chako knew that she would disappear and was fine with that.
No matter how many times I repeat.
No matter how many times I start over.
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Chako doesn't want to remain in this world.
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Ah.
It was useless no matter how many times I start over.
A fate that the person in question accepted.
How can I be able to change things?
'I want to save Chako'?
'I want to free Chako'?
I thought something would change if I knew the relationship between Chako and Tomotaksenpai.
I thought The Strongest Phantom In This World would be able to save her.
I thought everything would go well if I, myself, had become strong.
And this is the result.
I caused Chako the greatest pain so far and made her say that she wants to disappear.
"I can't do anything…"
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The low and hoarse voice weighs heavily on my heart.
That's right, huh.
Truth be told, I knew right from the start.
Encouraging myself that I can do it, I pretended not to see the things unfavourable for me.
When Chako told me about being a familiar, I didn't want her to look sad.
When I was told it may be her fate to disappear, I didn't want to feel disconcerted.
When I told about turning back time on multiple occasions, I didn't want to bear the burden.
In this manner I encouraged and gave myself reasons, refusing to face Chako.
Because I'd find out if I face her.
That she's not trying to remain in this world.
I wanted to find a way to save Chako without her knowing.
I was hoping that, if I know how to save her, she may grab hold of it.
However, Chako didn't grab hold.
She wouldn't take my hand.
If that's the case, there's nothing I can do anymore.
Unwilling to move at all, I simply sit down absent-mindedly.
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"It's possible. Believe. You can do it."
The strong eyes on the other side of Yuusei-kun's glasses look at me.
"Listen, I'll help you out. Return. Start over again."
The Peerless Onmyouji looks at me firmly.
With strong eyes that don't shrink away.
"But, … what can I do after returning? I don't feel like doing anything."
No more.
I don't want to see Chako disappearing.
"… I don't feel like trying."
I was, completely different from Yuusei-kun.
I wasn't a cheat.
I can't continue to try.
I can't.
"That's fine too."
He kneels before me and holds my hands tightly.
"You won't let things end here, right? Go for it."
I can feel Yuusei-kun’s warm power entering my body.
It draws out my power.
I bite my lip heavily.
The power will lead me.
To that morning.
Even though I don't want to return.
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