Moreover, women just don’t understand men. As they aren’t as romantic as women. The most important reason for women to attract them is sex. Their brains need sensory stimulation in order to active its goal. They do their best to please a woman, sweet talk, give presents, invite to dinner. Try several distinct approaches to breach her heart defenses. All of that with the ultimate goal of taking her to bed. Man want sex, that’s their nature. It’s just that the majority of them try to hide it because they are aware that women don’t like it. TL* (1)
As for love who doesn’t love back, that’s a whole different matter. If a woman cannot even awake a man’s “sex” interest, there isn’t even reason to talk about love.
Zhong Zhendong had never concealed his interest in sex to women. Merely that he was very demanding. Not only they must be beautiful and have a superb figure, but they still must get into his eyes. And ever since he had met the White Little Rabbit, his eyes were pervaded with teasing her to indulge herself in her own body.
Crave her body wasn’t enough. He got greed, and even though of controlling her body weight. As if afraid of her developing a death wish, only then he was unwilling to take control.
On that time, originality he thought of ruthlessly doing her, as to release all his anger that had accumulated all along the road. But after branding hickeys as a form of punishment, he saw that she had her eyes sealed shut and hands grabbing both armrests. The pair of preparations that are generally used to support all sorts of inevitable suffering. That scene had made him both angry and amused.
Was she under the impression that she was in labor? And why was she with such expression of heroic sacrifice? It would harm him to partway the kiss. And moreover, how would he stop to heartless torturing her.
As a matter of fact, towards her softheartedness, even himself fell astonished.
Her skin was whiter* (2) than of an average woman, but not a pale white skin, rather like a porcelain’s white. That under the sun would be shining, but it could also rosy. Such that a soft pinch could quite easily leave behind a red mark. And that was the reason of several hickeys that covered her entire body, masks made by him as a form of punishment. Like a mark on an ordinary cover, that indicated him as the proprietary.
This line of thoughts caused a not small amount of anger in his heart. Such that he undoubtedly wanted to teach her a lesson, but he was unwilling to do it. However, to not teach her a lesson, he was also felt unreconciled. As if he didn’t have the White Little Rabbit understand the consequences of running away, perhaps given another opportunity she may slip away for real.
He suddenly had an idea and in his lip formed an evil smile. As if reluctant to have him voluntarily part with his enticing on her.
He moved slowly, no longer in impatiently boorish. Rather like a small flame in simmering, flavoring her suffering. His sucking kiss slowed down, reluctantly trying to part with her sensitive place. He perused her body, knowing how to tease her, doing his utmost to have her lose her mind.
“This time, we’ll try a different approach.” He whispered in her ear, like a demon’s sweet talking, tempting to bewilder her mind.
Tang Xinlian didn’t speak, neither opened her eyes. She was waiting for the tearing pain caused by the forced entry. Grind
ing her teeth, so to bear until it comes to an end.
Her thoughts were all written in her face. The unwillingness to open her eyes were, in fact, unwillingness to face him.
He coldly snorted, as if he would let her do as she wishes. This kind of love matter, it’s not just about patience. As such he insisted on waking up her whole body’s senses.
……
At last endured through this storm of stimulation/passion, she gasped for a big breath, still holding her sobs. She was wondering what he was going to do next to her, but then it was quickly finished, and he hasn’t asked.
He continued to tease her. And soon enough, on her stiffened body, just then the hard-conquered passion also surge up. Given that she was still sensitive, due to his previous intensive fondling.
“You, Your aren’t done, are you? Faster!” She wanted to make her voice sound very indifferent, but the issued a voice was not even a little in her control, even been sexy and charming, that even as she listened herself got startled.
“Don’t worry, the best is yet to come. You’ll see how good I’m to you. Even if you let me down, and for no reason abandoned me. I don’t want to harm you, I’ll even wholeheartedly look after you. Let you enjoy and speak. Wasn’t I quite wronged?”
Wronged? Tang Xinlian become so angry that she stared at him. He called this wronged, he was deliberately tormenting her, coercion her do her unbearable. Also right after finished the matter, he wanted to see her willfully beg for mercy.
“You are repulsive! Not even human! But a beast!”
“You’re mistaken. If I truly was a beast, you wouldn’t be handle like this. True beasts are those that a grab woman and throw her to a group of beasts that don’t understand mercy, watching them take turns to bully this one woman, regardless of the woman’s feeling. Just to have her been taken as venting tool, absolutely no mattering whether she may bear it or not. Could it be that you want me to be one of such beast?” He looked angry towards her gaze and asked her with a cruel indifference.
Tang Xinlian was dumbfounded. As she had never seen Zhong Zhendong with such ruthless ice-cold expression, even his way of speak was also extremely frightful and cruel. She couldn’t imagine that, should he really grab and throw her to a group of man to be abused, if she would be able to be willing to continue living.
Thinking about that, she trembled in fear. This time she was really afraid. The pair of innocent pitiful big eyes, that already were soaked wet, frightening at once coalesced into a crystal-like teardrop, falling down one after the other, over the residual passion lust that still hadn’t fade of her face. Crying like this, was both beautiful and touching, melting all the hearts of those who had seen.
Zheng Zhendong, that wasn’t fond of being amiable and was even slightly hardened-heart, looked at her delicate and touching yet wronged beautiful expression. One that resembles a beaten army in a total collapse that had suddenly surrendered.
He sighed deeply in his heart. The look of her cry appearance, that was both touching and pitiful, let his heart in abandon. Even itching his hand to scoop that pain out of that heart.
He removed the hand that bound her, held her tenderly in his arms and whispered.
“You see, you are crying. I had been kindhearted, I had only mentioned it. I still haven’t done anything to you. You use your tears to deal with me. But it’s obviously that was you that had disappointed me. It seems as if I am bullying you.”
As he said that, she cried fiercely, tears falling down, like a badly closed water tap.
TL notes:
#1 [TL]: The author has a very biased view. Visitors the advice that the world isn’t black and white. [Back]
#2 [whiter]: Full article [URL]. Short version, it’s a Chinese preference, please don’t confuse it with racism, it kind of a sign of where that person is from and what sort of life they lead. [Back]
Translator’s Corner:
Quite a sad chapter for Tang Xinlian, or should I say another.
Such that while translating this chapter I keep wondering why women like this kind of novel. Given that even I as a man felt pissed by Zhong Zhendong’s actions.
This chapter got delayed by several days because of RL problems and a novel that just start reading. Well, it isn’t like I’m even been paid to do it.
Ok, I had already read 5 of them, there are 7 books. For those interested its first volume it’s free on Amazon, just look for AlterWorld (LitRPG: Play to Live. Book #1) by D. Rus
To finalize, a book recommendation for those that enjoy this novel: Mafia Captive by Kitty Thomas.