Si Jing Yu clenches her fist and shakes her head, trying to will the memory away . Only then does she noticed the shadow lingering on the bedside . He did not return to bed after turning off the light, instead, he lingers on the bedside, hesitating over something .
She watches him greedily .
She loves him to the point of insanity .
Even if they are about to get a divorce, she cannot get over her feelings for him .
She treats him indifferently, as though she does not care for him, but the truth is she cares for him so much that it hurts .
This is the first time they are together in the same room after half a year . This is also the first time in a while that she can stare at him unscrupulously, without the worry of getting caught . She can only look at him secretly from behind, just like years ago .
As she stares at him, he suddenly stands up and makes his way towards her .
She closes her eyes . She can hear the sound of his footsteps approaching her . The moment he reaches her, he stoops down and carries her up, wrapped in quilt .
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Si Jing Yu is shocked senseless .
He puts her down on the soft bed . She clenches her fist, her body rigid . Just as she is about to speak, he speaks first, “Don’t worry, Jing Yu, I will not force you . You sleep on the bed, I will sleep on the couch . ”
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In the darkness, his gentle voice is full of helplessness and affection .
Si Jing Yu feels like her heart has been pierced with needles .
Unfortunately, this gentleness is not extended to only her .
She takes a deep breath .
Shi Jin Yan is a self-made man . He was only a poor student from the countryside who managed to enroll into Beijing University when they first met . Everything he has today is solely due to his own effort .
He is the type that hardly rest . He will probably leave at 7 am tomorrow .
If she lets him sleep on the couch tonight, will his body feel sore tomorrow?
Si Jing Yu cannot help but feel guilty at that thought .
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She bites her lips before saying, “Shi Jin Yan… . ”
Shi Jin Yan who is planning to go to the couch, stops in his spot and turns around to look at her .
“You can sleep on the bed as well . ”
The bed is really big, there should be enough space between two people if they want to sleep side by side .
After saying that, Si Jing Yu hugs herself and lies on her side of the bed .
Amidst the silence of the room, he goes to the other side of the bed and lies there .
Si Jing Yu cannot sleep .
When she senses his even breathing, she turns around to face him . The room is very dark, so she cannot see his face at all, but despite that, she continues staring at him .
He is clearly by her side right now, sharing her bed, but after the divorce, he will go to the arms of another woman .
When she thnks of that, she bites her lips, tears glistening in her eyes . She grits her teeth, so that she will not cry out as she quietly sheds her tears .