Chapter 1306: The first time I met Changlin (3)
Even after his warning, Gu nianshen was still not satisfied as he planted a kiss on Lin Yiqian's cheek.
Then, she straightened her back and turned around to get a cup of tea.
"Nianshen." Lin Yiqian suddenly called out to him in a serious tone.
Gu nianshen turned around to find that Lin Yiqian's expression was as serious as her tone.
"What's wrong?" Gu nianshen sat down on the couch as he looked at Lin Yiqian curiously.
He waited for her to continue.
"Do you know what Chang Lin was doing when I first met him?" Lin Yiqian's tone was calm.
Gu nianshen did not know what to say. He looked at Lin Yiqian curiously.
Lin Yiqian stared at Gu nianshen's face for a long while before she opened her mouth."He's using a knife to stab himself in the heart."
Her voice was trembling.
So many years had passed, and every time she thought of that scene, her heart would ache.
Gu nianshen's eyes widened when he heard this.
He knew that song Changlin had just joined the song family and that he was a loner. His mother had even brought him to see a psychiatrist for some time.
Even the psychiatrist could not do anything about him.
"I didn't stop him. I just watched him from the dark. He didn't hurt himself for too long either." Lin Yiqian continued.
"Actually, that was the first time I met him."
"After I found out that he was your uncle, I started to pay more attention to him. I heard from song Feifei that he has depression." &n
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"When I met him in person, my mind was filled with the image of him stabbing his heart with a knife that day. I gave him a smile without thinking."
"I thought he would ignore me and walk past me coldly. I didn't expect him to smile at me."
Lin Yiqian raised her head as she recalled the past. She could not help but smile.
But her eyes were still filled with heartache.
"Later, when we met again, I smiled at him, and he would always smile back at me. When he rode his bicycle, he always liked to Park it outside the shed. When there were activities in school, others were afraid of the sun and would stand under big trees, but he always stood under the sun. Gradually, I realized that he was not a loner. He just needed warmth and sunlight."
"Even though Jiajia is a punching bag in front of others and song Feifei can bully her however she wants, she's a bright and cheerful person. That's why Changlin would take the initiative to get close to her."
If Lin Yiqian had not mentioned all of this, Gu nianshen would never have known or understood.
Gu nianshen stared at Lin Yiqian in surprise but did not interrupt her.
All of a sudden, Lin Yiqian shifted her gaze to Gu nianshen's face."That's why Changlin was my first love for you. Later on, it was because my heart ached for him. I wanted to try to bring him out of the darkness."
To Gu nianshen, the first part of her statement was enough. The process and ending were no longer important. Everything she had done was because of him.
Without another word, Gu nianshen stood up and walked over to Lin Yiqian. He then forced himself to sit down beside her b
efore hugging her."How much do you love me?"
"Let's go out and look at the sky," Lin Yiqian replied as she pointed at the window.
When Gu nianshen heard this, he did not think too much about it as he walked over to the window. He looked up at the sky but could not figure out what was going on.
"What?" Gu nianshen then turned to look at Lin Yiqian.
"What did you see?" Lin Yiqian asked.
"The stars and the moon," Gu nianshen replied innocently.
"The Moon Represents My Heart," Lin Yiqian replied.
Gu nianshen was speechless.