Chapter 19: Misunderstanding
「………。」
「…………。」
The long silence continued.
I know that Tomoki doesn't like silence.
「…… Tomoki. I'm sorry for shouting before.」
「To tell you the truth, when you go thru a sex change, even your spirit becomes female」
「I was scared, and I couldn't say it but…as the feminization continues, sooner or later, Tomoki won't be Tomoki any more…… I mean, it'll become a split personality.」
「Ah. There's still time but…… like just now when you wrapped your arm around mine, or when you started looking like a woman, I thought "no way" and I shouted…… I'm really sorry….」
After I said that, Tomoki looked a little embarrassed
「……Niichan, I just wanted, it's just that I thought that Niichan works too hard all the time…… I thought if I held your arm or something then you would be able to rest your body……… I mean, Niichan, loves me… it seems.」
「Yeah, ,,,But, I never thought there would be that kind of misunderstanding」
「I- I guess so…… I'm sorry.」
「……But, I'm happy for your feelings, thank you.」
From when he pointed the needle at me, I thought I was hated, but because it doesn't look like it I'm relieved.
「……Hey, Niichan」
「When I change back…… Want to come here again?」
「Oh, one more thing.」
「What was it that you wanted to test by coming here?」
「……Like this?」
Just as I instructed, Tomoki stood in front of me.
「Now, clothes your eyes, slowly walk backwards 5 steps please…. You won/t run into the water tank.」
Then, Tomoki did exactly what I said and began walking backwards slowly.
「……Niichan, just what are you trying to–」
Now——-
I ran up and hugged Tomoki strongly
Onichan squeeze/// I'm sorry.