During high school, Jiang Li was living in the shadow of a woman.
This woman was five years older than him and he was a confused fool. K-City is a small place and ruffians were not aplenty, so relatively speaking, this ruffian woman's power was not small either.
Originally, Jiang Li was a good, honest student and his sexual orientation had not surfaced. That time, Jiang Li and the woman were not even aware of each other.
All this could only be blamed on his extraordinary good looks.
It was said that one day this female rogue was walking down the street when she accidentally saw the young Jiang Li and was extremely attracted to him.
This woman then launched a strong offensive to get him.
However, K-City was full of young, lively, innocent girls and apparently, these young girls became the female rogue's biggest obstacles. So she warned everyone that if any one of the girls dares to get close to Jiang Li, she would immediately break their legs!
Although the handsome guy was important but their legs were more important. The key point was that even if they could get near him, they might not win the heart of the guy. So the girls were smart enough to stay away from him.
This was the reason why no one chased after him.
I clutched my tummy while laughing and said. "K-City people are so talented.....ah....*ha,ha*.... then later?"
Han Xiao: "Later, Jiang Li came up with a smart idea."
Me: "What idea?"
Han Xiao: "Brother Jiang Li secretly told the woman that he was homosexual, the woman believed him and let him go with deep regret. Brother Jiang Li was really smart and he continued to use this reason to refuse others."
I laughed. "He is not pretending. He really is..........."
"Guan Xiao Yan." Jiang Li suddenly interrupted me. I looked at him and saw his dark eyes and ugly expression. He stared at me and asked chillingly. "Very funny?"
I shuddered and shook my head. "No, no. Not funny at all......*ha,ha*....."
Please forgive me, Jiang Li. I really cannot help laughing. The thought of you being molested by the female ruffian........my blood pressure shot up.........
After Han Xiao had left, I suddenly went over to Jiang Li and stood in front of him, used my index finger and lifted his chin and seductively said. "Handsome, why not follow me?"
Jiang Li's eyes flashed but did not speak.
Then I said. "Be obedient, follow me and you will eat the most fragrant, most spicy and live happily like a fairy, ah......."
He suddenly pulled me onto the carpet. I screamed and looked at him in panic. He pressed me on my shoulders, slowly bowed his head. His face was getting closer........
His pupil was jet black, like a black pearl of the glistening ocean that was filled with countless emotions that I was unable to decipher. As he moved closer, I could see my own reflection in his eyes. I was stunned and panicked but there was also a faint.........expectation.
His nose almost touched my nose and stared into my eyes. He said in a low voice. "Guan Xiao Yan."
"Eh...." I replied involuntarily.
JL: "Don't play with fire."
Blinking my eyes, I nodded. But what did he mean by that? Was it a warning?
At this moment, the living room door suddenly opened. The language teacher and math teacher, both smiling, walked in. Then they stopped, looked at us in an ambiguous posture lying on the floor. They were shocked, Jiang Li and I looked at them and we were also shocked.
The situation was awkward and the language teacher finally broke the silence with a laugh and said. "That.....that.... 'Early Birth of Baby'........*ha, ha*....."
Me: "....."
JL: "....."
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I had always wondered why some people in this world like firecrackers and why some like to let off firecrackers. In my opinion, those explosives could be used as intimidation and was not advantageous in any way.
Moreover, I was afraid of things that would explode suddenly and which could frighten me such as firecrackers. Unable to foretell or avoid the sudden sounds of the explosions and as a result, the sounds could shock everyone to the extreme.
And in K City, there were no laws to control the letting-off of fireworks. In other words, people here, anytime, anywhere, anyone could let off firecrackers.......how horrible!
Because of this, every time I went out and if there were children letting off firecrackers, I would cover my ears and hide far away with painful expressions. Jiang Li would always laugh at me and said I was timid as a mouse. Basically, I did not respond to this since I understood he was abnormal and his thinking would be weird, too.
On the 5th day of the Lunar New Year, a lion dance was slotted as one of the numerous events at the temple. So Jiang Li and I excitedly went over to watch.
Just as we went out of the residential area, not far away, was a group of children was looking towards the side and as we passed by, the children screamed.
Just at that moment, I saw a huge firecracker by the roadside and it was smoking.
My mind went blank and did not know how to react. Suddenly Jiang Li pulled me away and moved his body in front of me. He pulled me into his arms and used his body to shield me from the firecrackers.
'Bang!'
I was shocked and shrank into his arms, unconsciously trembled, the palm of my hands began to sweat.
Jiang Li gently patted my back, softly comforting me, said. "It's nothing. Don't be afraid."
I looked up at him, his expression was soft as if comforting a frightened little animal. My eyes turned red and tears began to fall.
He was overwhelmed when he saw me crying, firmly held me and kept repeating. "Don't be afraid. It is nothing."
"This will not hurt......"
I became sadder. I nestled in his arms and sobbed uncontrollably.
Jiang Li, why are you so good to me? Do you know when you treat me like this, you will make it so easy for me to like you?
Jiang Li patted my back and softly said. "Don't be afraid. You have me."
When I heard those words, I did not know how I gathered so much strength to push Jiang Li away. Wiping away my tears, I exclaimed. "Who are you to me?" Ignoring him, I fled home.
Who are you? Why are you so good to me?
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Since the firecracker incident, I tried to avoid Jiang Li in every possible way. Since it was something which I could not possess, then it was simpler to totally avoid it or let it go.
In my heart, I am very clear that I liked this person and sadly had to admit that I liked a gay.
But I knew that our relationship would never bear fruit and told myself over and over again to be reasonable and to look at the situation clearly.
Guan Xiao Yan, you have to understand yourself.
Sometimes, Jiang li would give me a baffled look and ask. "Guan Xiao Yan, are you avoiding me?"
I would always give a silly smile and reply. "No, Jiang Li, you think too much."
Jiang Li, I am not avoiding you, I just want to avoid holding onto an unrealistic hope........
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The Lunar New Year holidays soon ended. Jiang Li and I resumed our normal lifestyle but the only difference was that I still avoided him.
Jiang Li, before I have to forget you.....first, I will have to avoid you.
I had thought of divorce but I could not bring myself to let him go.
Guan Xiao Yan, you lost because you are soft-hearted.
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Today is Valentine's Day and of course, this day had nothing to do with me.
In the afternoon, while I was quietly having lunch with Jiang Li, he suddenly said. "Guan Xiao Yan, I.......I have something to do tonight."
I bowed my head and replied. "Alright."
JL: "Maybe I'll be back a bit later."
Me: "Okay."
JL: "Wait for me at home."
Me: "Mm."
The atmosphere was a bit awkward, so the both of us bowed our heads and continued eating.
Late in the afternoon, I received a telephone call from Wang Kai. He told me he was sad and was lovesick.
I laughed. "For you being lovesick is like taking a daily meal. Do you have to be so distracted and sad?"
Wang Kai replied. "Xiao Yan Yan, you are really mean. I am already feeling so sad, are you not going to comfort me?"
Suddenly I thought of Jiang Li and nodded my head. "Just right. I am also lovesick. Let's comfort each other."
When he heard my reply, he happily said. "Good for you. I have not seen you for a while and you are in love? I had thought you would stay forever with that gay husband of yours."
I smiled wryly and did not attempt to explain to him. "What about you? Who are you hankering after to get yourself into this state?"
Wang Kai replied. "It's difficult to explain. Let's meet tonight."
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We agreed to meet at a restaurant serving western food. Although I did not like western food but it did not matter since I came after a meal and was not coming for the food anyway.
I sat down in front of Wang Kai and smiled teasingly at him. "I really did not expect that our Casanova here will one day be troubled by love."
Wang Kai smiled. "Am I really a Casanova?"
Me: "Don't ask me this question. You can ask your ex-girlfriend, your ex-ex-girlfriend and you will get your answer."
Wang Kai smiled, shook his head and said. "Then if I say, I will love and treasure only one person, will you believe me?"
I replied. "If it was in the past, I may not believe. But now, looking at your bitter expression, I may still believe you."
Wang Kai smiled at me meaningfully. Quietly he was watching me, making me feel very uncomfortable. Suddenly he said. "Xiao Yan Yan. If I say, I will love and treasure you with all my heart, will you believe me?"
My heart sank. Feeling uncomfortable, I bowed my head, pretended to be cheerful and said. "Wang Kai, you just like to joke."
Wang Kai laughed. "Xiao Yan Yan, I am not joking."
I was about to answer when I felt someone watching us. I turned around and looked in the direction of the person and met the complex eyes of Jiang Li.
I thought this was a coincidence and such coincidence was unbelievable.
Jiang Li and Xue Yun Feng...... Wang Kai and I....... all in the same restaurant.........
Jiang Li stared at me for a moment, put on a cold smile. Then he looked at Wang Kai with flashing eyes. I lowered my head timidly, afraid to look at him.
Wang Kai noticed my discomfort, turned his around and looked back. He met the eyes of Jiang Li. I did not know how they communicated through their stares because I held my head down, afraid to look at anyone.
Suddenly Wang Kai said. "Xiao Yan Yan, don't tell me you like Jiang Li. He is a homosexual."
I gave a wry smile and said. "If one can control one's feelings, it will be so perfect."
Wang Kai nodded and said. "Yes. Feelings are hard to control. Just like.....I like you and do you think I am willing?"
Again! I helplessly said. "Wang Kai, will you die if you don't joke?!"
Suddenly Wang Kai grabbed one of my hands, looking sad and said urgently. "Xiao Yan Yan, why don't you believe me? I really love you, honest!"
I was taken aback by his serious look and for a moment my brain froze. I did not respond to him. At this time, Jiang Li who was sitting diagonally opposite us, suddenly stood up and walked over in my direction.
I stared at Jiang Li and was lost for words.
Jiang Li quickly came over to our table. He was livid and his deep eyes flashed with anger, making it difficult for me to look at him. He swept away Wang Kai's hand from me, pulled me up from my seat and quickly dragged me towards the door. I heard Wang Kai called out my name but I did not have time to look back, for by that time I was already pulled out of the restaurant.
Jiang Li was walking very fast, dragging me along and I could not keep pace with him. His grip on my hand was hurting me and my footsteps were unstable. So I said in a low voice. "Jiang Li, let me go. You are hurting me.......slow down......I can't keep up........."
He heard me and looked back at me. His facial expression had eased up a bit but I could see he was still angry. He let go of my hand, I rubbed my wrist and was about to speak when he coldly put his arms around my waist and picked me up, hastily walked to the parking lot.
My mind went blank and my heart almost jumped out. I clutched at Jiang Li's clothes, my heart almost jumped out and did not know what I had done wrong.
Jiang Li, he......what is he going to do? ......
He put me in the car, fasten my seat belt and looked straight ahead, drove the car from the parking lot. He was still angry and I dared not talk to him.
But his behavior was baffling and could only use the word 'pervert' to explain.
Yes, he is a pervert, so everything that he does is understandable. However, my heart seems to hold a faint belief.......perhaps, maybe, he is a bit jealous?
But what if he likes Wang Kai? He is angry because of Wang Kai? He is still a gay......
The more I thought of this, the more depressed I became.
The atmosphere in the car was very depressing and I experienced difficulty in breathing in the car. Just a few minutes in the car seemed so long.
Jiang Li pulled me upstairs, opened the door, closed it and then I was .........pressed against the door.
He placed both his hands on my shoulders with great strength. He lowered his head, his eyes were blazing with flames, hot and dangerous.
He lifted his eyebrows and asked leisurely. "A date on Valentine's Day?" His voice sounded very light but I could not help feeling rigidly cold.
I avoided his eyes and explained uncomfortably. "That.....I did not....."
"Well?" He stared hard at me as if the explanation I had given was inadequate.
I lowered my eyes and said. "There is nothing between Wang Kai and me. I swear."
"Is it?" He was noncommittal but it looked as if he was not as angry as before.
So I summoned my courage and said. "I know you like Wang Kai, how would I dare........"
"Guan Xiao Yan." Jiang Li who was holding my shoulders, strengthen his grip, lowered his head until his face was just inches away. I could see the surging with anger in his eyes. I was scared and felt shocked, I lowered my head.
He lifted up my chin and forced me to look into his eyes.
He stared at my eyes and said. "Guan Xiao Yan, I have tolerated you for a long time!"
I was in a daze and the next moment I almost lost all my sanity.
Because Jiang Li suddenly kissed me on my lips......
He kissed me hard. It was a kiss of anger as if exerting punishment. He pressed his lips to my lips, licked and rubbed his lips hard against mine. He lifted his head and kissed me again. This time he used his teeth to gently bite my lips. I felt a slight pain and unconsciously moved to escape but he was holding the back of my head with his hand and his other hand slipped around my waist, tightly embracing me so I could not move.
"Mm....."
I wanted to say 'pain' but before I could say it, Jiang Li thrust his tongue into my mouth. He sucked hard, the tip of his tongue explored every corner of my mouth and then he used his tongue to entangle with mine.
I felt faint, lost all my senses and this time, my world only consisted of Jiang Li. I squinted at him and saw his slight frown and fluttering eyelashes. I slowly closed my eyes and put my hands around his neck.
His hand that was hugging my waist tighten and his kisses became more demanding.
My whole body began to weaken and as I leaned against him in his embrace, I took several deep breaths.
Jiang Li, if you do not stop kissing me as if taking my life, I will surely die of hypoxia.
He held me tightly in his arms and while still breathing chaotically, said into my ear. "Guan Xiao Yan, you forced me."
Me: "Uh?"
JL: "So, even if I like you, you cannot leave me, you are not allowed to hide from me and also you are not allowed to divorce me."
Is this a confession? I cannot help but sigh. A pervert is a pervert and even his confession is so perverted!
I snuggled into his arms and whispered with a smile. "Jiang Li, you are a fool."
JL: "....."
I hugged him, refusing to let go and felt that all this was not real. Was he not a gay? He should like men, right? Thinking of this, I asked worriedly. "Jiang Li, you.....you like men, don't you......."
He glared at me angrily and said. "I don't...... and I never have!"
"Okay, okay.......You don't." My heart filled with a trace of joy but was still worried. "But today, you were with Xue Yun Feng. Why did you meet him?"
He rested his chin on my head and said. "I was going to break up with him."
As soon as I heard the word 'break up', I felt despair. Looks like......looks like I made them break up?
Jiang Li was able to read my mind, said. "Guan Xiao Yan, you need not worry that you are the third party, as I am not a gay."
I nodded, leaning against him in his arms. "Yes, Xue Yun Feng is a good boy, you should let him go."
Jiang Li suddenly lowered his head, pressed his lips to mine and kissed me hard.
Another bout of hypoxia lingered.
I could feel Jiang Li's hot breath as he whispered in my ear. "Guan Xiao Yan, you are so nice to others, can you also treat me nicely?" He sounded a bit resentful.
I breathlessly replied. "I.....I treat you.....good enough for you......." I do the laundry, cook, do housework and also I am your wife as well as the nanny. Where else can you find such a person!
JL: "You can treat me better than this."
Me: "For example?"
JL: "I'm hungry."
"That's easy, I will cook for you." I said as I moved away from his embrace, steadied myself and walked towards the kitchen.
Jiang Li gave me a tug and pulled me back into his arms, resting his forehead against mine. He stared at me with his shining eyes and said. "I don't want to eat rice."
I blinked my eyes innocently and did not understand. "Then what do you want to eat?"
Jiang Li held up my face with his two hands and said with a smile. "I want to eat you."
Before I could react, he had already picked me up in his arms and quickly carried me into the bedroom.
Jiang Li put me on his huge bed and undid his shirt buttons while leaning over to kiss me. He gently kissed my face, my forehead, my eyebrows, my eyes and moved his lips downwards to lightly bite my earlobe.
I was nervous and did not dare to move. I stammered and said. "Jiang......Jiang Li, do you think.......we are, uh, a little too fast......."
He raised his head to reveal his eyes flashing hot flames. He charmingly gave me a slight smile. "Fast? We have been married for half a year and only consummate our marriage now. You really think it is too fast?" He said while slipping off his shirt to reveal his lean, strong upper body and then leaned down to continue kissing me. His heavy burning breath sprayed on my neck. As a result, my heart was beating faster and faster and my breathing became more chaotic......
I was nervous and did not know where to put my hands.....as this was my first time.
He began to take off my clothes, piece by piece, while softly comforting me. "Just relax, I will not eat you."
I laughed and cried at the same time. Just now, you said you wanted to eat me.......
He also seemed to realize his mistake and corrected himself. "Don't worry, I will eat very carefully."
I put on a twisted expression, Jiang Li, you are actually incapable of comforting others. (>_<)
Jiang Li was not happy to see my expression, turned my face towards him and kissed me hard on my lips. While kissing me, he groped, stroked and stripped me of my last piece of clothing.
(Author's Notes: As the author is a reserved person, details about the main leads' exploits in bed will not be written but their conversation will be recorded. For their exploits in bed, readers are advised to use their own imagination to supplement this part of the novel. For those who want to complain, you can save your breath. This chapter did not violate any laws nor exceed the limit of description permitted and as mentioned earlier.....the author is very reserved.)
Me: "En.....Jiang Li, will this hurt?"
JL: "Be good. I'm already in pain."
Me: "....."
After a few moments.
Me: "Yi, it seems like it doesn't hurt that much. Jiang Li, you are very small......"
JL: "That is a finger."
Me: "....."
Me: "*Ah ah ah ah*.......ah! Jiang Li, you bastard!"
JL: "I....I...."
Me: "How can it be so painful...... Jiang Li, do you have a problem....*ah*....."
JL: "I.....I have only gone in a little bit......."
Me: "It hurts.... *ah ah ah ah* ......"
JL: "Well......"
Me: "*Ah ah ah ah*.......it hurts! Jiang Li, do you want to kill me?..... *ah ah ah ah* ......."
JL: "Sorry.....sorry......En......."
Me: "It hurts..... *ah ah ah ah* ......."
JL: "You.....bear with it for a while, it will be better......En......."
Me: "It hurts..... *ah ah ah ah* ......."
JL: "Bear with it for a while.... En....... Guan Xiao Yan, do not move so vigorously......."
Me: "*Ah ah ah ah*........it's so painful.......you are the one moving vigorously!"
After a few moments.
Me: "It's painful....*ah ah ah ah* .........Jiang Li, you are a liar!"
JL: "En......"
Me: "You said it will be alright in a while. After such a long time, why does it still feel the same?"
JL: "En......wait......wait a little longer, it will be better......."
Me: "I've already waited for a long while. It still hurts, *ah ah ah ah* .........."
JL: "En....."
Me: "Liar, get out!"
JL: "Wait.......wait a minute.........."
Me: "*Ah ah ah ah ah*........why are you using so much force, *ah*.........."
JL: "*Ah*......."
Me: "*Ah ah ah ah ah*........."
JL: "Guan Xiao Yan, I love you"
Me: "*Wo*.....it's finally over."