Jiang Li realized that it was difficult to control himself especially in front of Guan Xiao Yan. Her every move attracted his attention.
Although his emotional intelligence was low but he knew that he liked Guan Xiao Yan.
When he sees her laugh, he felt happy. When he sees her sad, he wanted to make her happy. When he sees her with Wang Kai, he felt angry. When he learned that she sent the drunk Xue Yen Feng home, he had difficulty in hiding his jealousy, even though he knew Xue Yen Feng was a gay. He thought of himself as a gay (he still does not realize his error) and in the end, he still finds himself attracted to her.......
He wanted to attract her attention and wanted to find out whether she cares for him, even if he had to use a compulsive method. He made her give him a birthday present, made her sing a birthday song for him and in the middle of the night, cook him longevity noodles.
Jiang Li consoled himself, she still cared for him. Look, she cooked you the longevity noodles....
But it was not enough, all these were not enough. He wanted her all to himself. Guan Xiao Yan could only cook for him, could only wash his clothes, could only smile at him and could only be bullied by him, only........ Sometimes, Jiang Li wished Guan Xiao Yan was a Tumblelina so that he could put her in his clothes and not let anyone else see her.
This was what Jiang Li thinks but does she think the same way?
He felt lost and depressed when he thought of the problem.
What does Guan Xiao Yan think?
"Do not worry, I do not like your type of people."
She also said. "Jiang Li, if you are thinking of taking advantage of me, we will divorce. After that, every day you will have to eat instant noodles!"
.....how could she be so heartless......
He smiled a helpless smile, smiled into the night, in boundless darkness, in boundless loneliness.......
When Guan Xiao Yan stood in front of him, whatever she said or do, was always relaxed and calm. But she did not know that her indifference caused him tremendous heartache.
She was not shy with Wang Kai when they took the intimate photo, presented him a birthday gift with the words brazenly engraved with 'I love you' and accompanied Xue Yun Feng home late at night....... She never thought when she did all these things, there was someone whose heart hurt and felt like thousands of ants were biting on it.
She definitely did not think about this. She was so stupid, how would it cross her mind?
Guan Xiao Yan, don't you care at least a little bit?
He would really like to confront her and ask her whether she cared for him. But when he wanted to ask her, he was always lost for words. How would she react if she found out that he likes her?
Would she......avoid me?
He sat in front of the bed, quietly watching her sleep peacefully. Just a few hours ago, he had nearly ruined her. This woman seemed stubborn but her heart was very fragile, once hurt, it would be difficult to heal. He had always been sensible but at that time it was really......dizzying.
But that Wang Kai.....
When his thoughts turned to Wang Kai, he could not help but frown. He thought of last night's scene. At that time, when he saw Wang Kai doing those things to her, he had wanted to rush forward and punch Wang Kai to the ground but.......who was he to Guan Xiao Yan?
What if she really likes Wang Kai? If so, then he was insignificant to them and who was he to interfere with her matters?
He closed his eyes and smiled bitterly. When facing them, the normal self-confidence he had was completely gone.
He stroked her cheeks and frowned. She did not like Wang Kai, that was the truth and she also did not like Jiang Li and that was also the truth. What should he do?
Suddenly he regretted he had looked for a man...... but in actual fact, he likes women. It was good that Guan Xiao Yan thought that he was a gay and therefore did not make an effort to get close to him. And if she found out that he likes her, would they really divorce......
Jiang Li brushed away the hair from her forehead and lightly kissed her. His eyes were quiet like water but his heart was crying desperately.
Guan Xiao Yan, don't you care at least a little bit?
Really, really, do not care?
Guan Xiao Yan, what should I do?