Because of her miscarriage, she had blamed herself for years . No one could understand the state of despair she was in when she was alone in a shabby and cold operating theater .
She loved Ah Sheng and everything about him . Only God knew how she felt when she saw the two lines on the pregnancy kit . She was conflicted, confused, and worried at the same time, but soon all those feelings of happiness eclipsed those .
She had even planned on escaping to a faraway place where nobody knew her . She knew there would be a lot of hardship waiting for her if she had to raise the child alone .
But at the thought that it was hers and Ah Sheng’s child, the hardship would still feel sweet . Just like how she had always worked so hard for Ah Sheng’s sake and had never once thought of giving up .
She did feel heartbroken when she saw him holding another woman’s hand .
But the fetus inside of her had barely been formed…
The more Xuxu thought of it, the more livid she became . Her veins were bulging, and she tightly clenched her fists . However, she still looked at Fang Jiayin with a smug expression . “I bet you didn’t know that I’ve already planned to disappear from you and Yan Rusheng’s world, and go somewhere where nobody knows me . ”
She paused before she continued . “In that way, no one would ever stand in your way . If you were daring and confident enough, you could have passed off your child as Yan Rusheng’s own after pretending that it was you who had slept with him . With that child, you could have entered the Yan family and would have helped your father with his past mistakes . By that time, Yan Rusheng would have taken into account that your father is the grandfather of his child . And if the news of his father-in-law manipulating his students into illegal and indecent relationships got out, and he was imprisoned for that, he wouldn’t be able to hold his head high . ”
The words that Xuxu said made Fang Jiayin’s expressions change from shock to rage to hatred…
She didn’t know that Xuxu knew so much .
She said she was prepared to go to a place where no one knew her . No, that was impossible . Why would she be so silly? She had tried so hard to be with Yan Rusheng and she finally got pregnant . How could she not seize such an opportunity to get what she wanted?
Fang Jiayin refused to believe her words and repeatedly convinced herself . Wen Xuxu was merely trying to make her regret her actions . At the thought of that, she sneered . “Do you think I would believe your words? You obviously wanted to use the child to marry him!”
Xuxu slumped back against the chair and her smirk became more pronounced . “Even if I didn’t have a child, I still succeeded . ”
She could always get under Fang Jiayin’s skin with no effort, and this infuriated the latter . Fang Jiayin’s enraged and riled expression was what she wanted to see .
“Wen Xuxu, don’t get too carried away . One day, you will get your retribution . ”
Fang Jiayin had ended up in such a pathetic state . Other than spewing harsh words at Xuxu, there was nothing else she could do .
Xuxu rose and coldly glanced at Fang Jiayin . “Miss Fang, I don’t think I will get any retribution . But instead, you would enjoy an exciting time in prison soon . ”
She stood up and walked towards the door .
Fang Jiayin’s voice sounded . “Does Ah Sheng know all these?”
Xuxu halted her footsteps and threw a sharp look at Fang Jiayin . “Please don’t address my husband using such an affectionate nickname . You are not close to him . ”
She turned around and continued walking .
She wasn’t so sure about other stuff but regarding the miscarriage, she reckoned that Yan Rusheng was still kept in the dark . After all, before confronting Fang Jiayin, she only had her suspicions .
Anyway, she felt that there wasn’t a need for Ah Sheng to know . It would only make him feel more guilty .