Chapter 242
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She thought that she could continue acting like before . To stay beside him and remain nonchalant about his flings . But it had never dawned on her that as their relationship progressed, she would sink even deeper .
She began to have expectations and emotions .
"I'm just joking, why are you crying?" Yan Rusheng was a little tipsy, and he was indeed furious with her before he entered the room .
He wanted to barge in and question her—he'd set enough of his pride aside that he was almost kneeling in front of her . Why was she pretending not to see it?
But the moment he saw her tearing up, he became flustered .
He had no idea how he'd been reduced to this pathetic state . The pain he'd felt when Fang Jiayin left him three years ago paled in comparison to being in love with this woman he was too afraid to confess to .
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Xuxu heard her own unrestrained sobs and realized that she had lost her self-control .
She composed herself and backed away from Yan Rusheng . She lowered her head and wiped her tears away . She choked back a sob as she said, "Don't joke about this kind of thing again or I'll think you're being serious . "
"I've never seen you act so cowardly before," Yan Rusheng replied helplessly as he brushed and tidied her damp hair . When his fingers touched her head, she felt a faint, electric current pulsing through her . Xuxu shivered lightly and wanted to escape .
But Yan Rusheng wrapped his arms around her waist once more, pulling her towards him forcefully so that she was tightly pressed against him .
He lowered his head, and his mouth met Xuxu's alluring and inviting lips again .
This gentle kiss was filled with longing .
And neither of them could control themselves any longer .
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The bed was behind Xuxu, and Yan Rusheng pushed her back gradually towards his goal . Finally, he was successful, and he pressed her down with his crushing weight .
Xuxu was suddenly jolted to her senses by his actions and opened her eyes in shock . She reacted by grabbing his arms .
Yan Rusheng paused and raised his head . Desire filled his eyes as he glared at her with displease .
She shook her head . "Don't . . . I . . . I'm not ready yet, and I'm scared . "
She was fully awake now as she looked at the man lying on top of her . Xuxu seemed like a bird easily startled by the mere twang of a bow, and her body was trembling badly .
Yan Rusheng had no idea what she was afraid of, but he saw the state that she was in—he couldn't bring himself to force her .
Their relationship had finally seen some improvement, and he didn't want to ruin it by doing this .
After some contemplation, he withdrew his hands with reluctance and slowly sat up .
He'd always thought that he wasn't the type of man who couldn't control his desires . But every time he faced this stupid woman, he could barely contain himself .
Argh! Damn it, what do I do now?
It doesn't look like taking a cold shower would solve my problem .
"Yan Rusheng . . . are you okay?"
Xuxu peered at him and sensed that he was in agony right now . Even high school students were familiar with such things .
Furthermore, she had been through this before, and she knew how agonizing it would be for a man to stop halfway .
But she was really afraid, afraid of how he would view her from now on .
Earlier on there were tidal waves surging in his heart . Now she was speaking to him so worriedly, her voice sounding so gentle and lovely .
It was another fatal blow to Young Master Yan, and he knew he wouldn't be able to hold back if he looked at her .
"We're husband and wife now—we'll have to do it sooner or later . So, this won't happen next time . "
With his back facing Xuxu, he gave her a cold warning and left for the bathroom .