She was just like Beibei when she was a child . How she wished that her mother would come and take her away .
She would be contented with just seeing her face . But gradually, she went from wishing she could see her once a day, to once a week, and once a month…
‘Sigh!’
Her heart went out to Beibei, as she could fully comprehend how Beibei felt at that time when he wrote in his diary .
Su Yue sighed deeply as she continued to read his entries .
His handwriting improved and so did his command of language .
She began to understand why Beibei was so mature and sensible for his age .
He had been trying so hard to excel in all aspects . He thought that Ming Ansheng would notice him if he did .
She soon realized that Beibei and Jiao Chen were alike .
They were both very positive and always strive for the best .
She was the one who had wallowed in self-misery and gave up on herself .
‘Daddy smokes every day and Grandmother is always worried . She is afraid that he might fall ill because of smoking too much . I have to think of a way to stop Daddy from smoking so much . I don’t have Mommy with me anymore, so I can’t let Daddy die . ’
Su Yue felt as if his words had just gripped her heart .
‘I don’t have Mommy with me anymore, so I can’t let Daddy die…’
Su Yue thought to herself, ‘Ming Ansheng, since you’ve brought him back to your family, you should take good care of your son . How could you allow him to live with such insecurity?’
She started to empathize with Beibei even more .
‘Today, I overheard Grandmother saying that a woman that Daddy loved didn’t want him anymore . Even though I was angry with Daddy as he abandoned Mommy . Jiajia told me that my mommy is already dead . So Daddy will find me a new mommy . Daddy will be so pitiful if he is alone . So I think Daddy should like another woman . ’
‘So the reason Daddy smokes so much is because of a woman . The Internet says that men smoke because they are troubled over women or money . Daddy is so rich, so he must be troubled because of a woman . I feel that Daddy should go to Country M to look for the woman who had bewitched him . I heard from Grandmother that Daddy only likes that woman and he refused all the rest . ’
A woman who bewitched him?
Was it her?
Su Yue smiled lightly .
She continued to read his entries and Beibei mentioned her repeatedly . He had written ideas on how his Daddy should woo her .
Su Yue closed the diary and smiled to herself .
She kept the diary inside his bag .
She glanced at the windows . That boy had been gone for about six hours . He should… be with his daddy by now .
Anyway, it’s quite safe for children in Country M .
Su Yue tried to appease her conscience before heading to the kitchen to get some food .
But she couldn’t stop worrying about Beibei’s whereabouts .
Suddenly, the door swung open . Her helper was back .
She had a huge bag in her hand .
Su Yue asked, “Aunty, what did you bring back this time?”
For the past month, her helper had brought stuff back and it was mainly snacks .
Her helper grinned . “The owner next door came back today and brought some traditional costumes for Xiaojiao from Country T . It looks really nice . ”
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