Published at 17th of March 2020 08:55:08 AM
Chapter 254: The Emperor’s Daughter Chapter . 254
Oh, I see .
I was jealous of that child even though I was not a little baby who never got a mother’s love . I finally saw what had been ambiguously appealed to me since Silvia’s gave birth to the twins .
Mother…
Of course, I was not complaining about my situation right now . However, I finally realized what I had been missing from Serira after seeing those two . I did think Serira tried her best to be a mother figure to me, but I already knew what it felt like to be loved by my own mother because of my former life… I wanted to see my mother, although she’s not here .
It was not like I had never experienced a mother’s love before… Perhaps, I was selfish .
“Princess . ”
Assisi called me . I calmly organized the ripples of my mind and turned my head .
“Let’s go see Dad . ”
Assisi couldn’t even ask me back out of the blue . I wanted to smooth out the middle of his forehead with my index finger, but I couldn’t because I was short . Damn it, a chicken instead of pheasants, I held Assisi’s legs and smiled .
“I feel like I haven’t seen daddy in a while . ”
Since dad and I were close, we ran into each other from time to time besides eating and sleeping, but these days, I didn’t feel comfortable enough to ambulate, so I intentionally avoided him . Something was bothering me, indeed .
Assisi was amazed because he knew me so well .
“Are you all right?”
What was he asking? My feelings? What was in my mind? I couldn’t tell anymore .
However, the important thing was…
I would only become more desperate if I continued to desire something I couldn’t possibly have . Whether or not I missed my mother, there were plenty of people who loved me as much as any mother would . People who cared about me for who I was . People who loved me . So then, I shouldn’t ask for more .
“Assisi, you’ll make an excellent father someday . ”
Assisi nodded upon hearing my words .
“Do you think so?”
“Yes, I do . ”
I was being sincere, but Assisi’s expression has subtly changed . Then he held me in his arms and smiled . It was a smile that looked empty somewhere .
“What a pity . ”
“Why?”
“There’s no chance I’ll ever be a father . ”
Huh? Why not? I stared at him as if asking him what that meant, and Assisi smiled again .
“Shall we go inside now?”
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