Published at 22nd of January 2020 09:44:19 AM
Chapter 152
Chapter 152: The Emperor’s Daughter Chapter . 152
In response to the shaking expression of Assisi, Caitel was confident that he knew what he was feeling .
“You have it . ”
The knight bent his head . His brow frowned as if his patient was running dry with as he continued biting his lips . His hands were shaking .
“I’ve always wanted to die . Although I knew my soul could only rest in hell, I still clung to the hope that I would cease to breathe . Please don’t let me open my eyes tomorrow, please let this be my last day . I begged endlessly, waiting for the eternal rest that you would someday bestow upon me . ”
I didn’t know how long I’d reflect on those days . I just wished for this pain and this life to end someday, so I could escape . I simply continued breathing and lived like a broken doll .
“I know you were concerned that I might try to kill myself if I was left alone . ”
Assisi took a deep breath . Even that was painful .
“I know the reason why you did these after I became your knight . You sent me to fight in all those battles for that very reason . However, there was no place for me in this world . Hope was merely an illusion . I knew that very well, and yet…”
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But… that word was strongly interwoven . Caitel had quietly waited for the next word . Assisi breathed heavily, and his hands clenched tightly . Before he knew it, his hand that was grabbing the grass on the floor trembled .
“For the first time . ”
It’s hard to even spit out this word .
“For the first time in my life…”
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His eyes close . With a puff of breath, Assisi puffed a few breaths .
“The thought came to me that I want to protect someone . ”
She was brilliant . When I saw her smile and felt her breath, I was speechless, as though it was the first time I had seen the light . I felt like I could finally breathe freely . This was what it felt like to be alive… That’s how it felt to me .
“I wanted to protect someone’s smile, someone’s happiness, someone’s future with my own hands . I dared to wish and hope to protect her with my worthless life . I, this stupid and foolish man, thought that I want to protect her . ”
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I didn’t really know what to call this feeling .
It was so strange and unfamiliar that I felt as if I had been thrown into another world . I couldn’t even put it on a scale from one to ten . Nonetheless, I still blindly aspired .
I wanted to protect her .
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