Published at 22nd of January 2020 09:44:36 AM
Chapter 146: The Emperor’s Daughter Chapter . 146
I flew into a rage .
“But you’re here, and Ferdel and Assisi are out there too . ”
“We are different . ”
My voice grew smaller, and my mouth closed when I heard that . My voice, which was desperately replying to him, died down in a flash .
“We’re simply hanging onto a strand of who he was before he became this way . It’s a miracle that we could still see each other . Things are different when it comes to you . ”
Still…
I wanted to run away . That thought suddenly appeared . At that moment, I realized something . I would like to deny it, but I already agreed with what Dranste was saying . As much as I didn’t want to listen to him right now, it is true that Caitel had a soft spot for me now…
“Perhaps there really is a God . Maybe you’re Caitel’s absolute last chance for salvation . That’s what I think you are . ”
Dranste’s voice, as he continued with his words, was of such a low volume that it was almost falling apart, like my heart .
“You’re the only one who can love Caitel and teach Caitel how to love in return . ”
Was that for real? I, I was not so sure…
For starters, I didn’t know how to love and be loved . I grew up showered in love, but would I be able to give love to someone else? Suddenly, my head whitened . Really, I knew nothing . I was not confident at all .
Even if I had lived for over twenty years, I was still unsure of myself . I lacked the confidence to face such adversity .
“You…”
When I raised my head, I saw Dranste . I asked him without a moment of hesitation .
“Do you want Caitel to be happy?”
“No . ”
The answer came out immediately, but from the way Dranste looked, I could easily see that the answer he had given me was a lie . I didn’t think Dranste loved Caitel or anything like that . He wouldn’t know about such emotions in the first place . This guy didn’t know what he’s feeling . He lacked the understanding of what it meant to be honest . However, I knew one thing . He wanted Caitel to find happiness . At the very least, he didn’t wish to Caitel to be unhappy .
“I have never wished for such a thing . ”
As if I was talking total nonsense, Draneste laughed at my question . I laughed at this dishonest guy at the same time .
“Sure, whatever . ”
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