Report
Since attending the ball party in the royal palace, I have been invited from various houses, so I participated as much as possible .
If I can, I would like to return to the territory soon .
But . . no matter what, I have to stay in the kingdom .
Well, more than anything . . . the management of the territory is stable, and the current concern is that Princess Elle and Yuri set something up, bad for the house or territory . . . . In that case it would be better to stay in the kingdom so that I can counter it soon . That is the best reason .
There is a disturbing air now in the kingdom .
The quantity of people attending parties is getting bigger . it's increasing more and more as I attended the parties .
Every party, everyone is seeing each other's face .
It used to be a place where they were expressed everything on their faces, degrading others, pleasing others, analyzing others . . a true battlefield of foxes with poisonous words, but now it's over . Everyone is afraid, and looking for information, so those petty actions were not seen anymore .
However, I can not keep being in the kingdom forever .
Looking at the reports and agreements coming up from the territory, I write instructions and approve documents .
As far as I'm the territory's acting lord, I must write instructions in anticipation of every situation .
Suddenly I stopped the feather pen .
Will not these work get in the way if I get married . . . ?
Suddenly, I thought of such a thing .
The acacia kingdom is a thorough man society .
Not that women have a hard life there, but I will not be able to do my job .
. . . Before that happens, should I leave my position at the territory to someone else?
I was supposed to stay in the territory for a long time without marriage . . . but . . . if I'm married I might have to go to another country .
When I thought so, I felt as if I had a hole in my heart .
Surrounded by all my people . . Tanya . . . Dida . . . Lyle . . . Dean in the side .
It is a heavy responsibility and hard work . . . but, therefore, it comes with a sense of accomplishment when I'm supported by everyone .
I thought that such days will continue forever .
Sometimes I imagine myself asking Bern if I can inherit it, even so .
. . . . . . At the end, I certainly didn't imagine that it would become such .
"The blue blood flowing in this body must continue . . . That is why my ancestors who have never seen their partners face before, have been married for a long time . That is a nobleman, is not it? "
The words of Mimosa comes to mind .
. . . . . . Her words are terribly correct .
My body is a piece of meat and blood, for the sake of the country . . . for the house .
That is the duty of nobility, holding on and delivering that blood .
Yes, although . . . .
" . . . Dean . . . "
From my mouth, that name leaked out .
I absolutely wanted to see him .
But at the same time, I do not want to see him .
If we meet and talk, I can forget this suffering though it is only for a brief moment .
However, It will be more painful afterwards, if we meet .
. . . I can not give up on my love for him .
A future with him is impossible since the beginning .
. . . but I desire it . I hope it comes true .
Such a thing surely is not appropriate for a nobleman as Mimosa says .
Even though I did not understand my feelings at first, but when I came to know my feelings, this love has grown so much that it's unstoppable .
If you become conscious, in the blink of an eye . . . you quickly fall deeply with no return .
Even though I knew it myself, and decided to not let it happen again, it is exactly what happened .
I put the feather pen on the desk once more .
Breathe in and out heavily and deeply, as if trying to blow away the dark thoughts that comes to my head .
Now I calm myself and remind me that it is not time to think about such a thing .
And then, when I opened my eyes next time, I got absorbed in the document in front of me .
. . . . . . When concentrating, it was really quick that I managed to finish off all the documents I had to handle today .
I take a breath and pick up a letter from Moneda .
The content is what I asked him to confirm beforehand .
It is about the investigation of the church which seems to be involved in the price rise of the kingdom .
Even Tanya said that investigation will take time, but Moneda is Moneda . . . he has his methods when it comes to this . . .
The influence on the company seems to be still alive .
When I was looking at the letter, I heard a knocking sound at the door .
It was Tanya who came in .
" . . . Milady, do you have a minute? would you like me to read the report?"
"Yes, please!"
Tanya came to report the information regarding mimosa's engagement .
I did not expect it, I lost all words to answer about what I heard .
" . . . Lady?"
Tanya seemed to be concerned about me .
"I'm Okay . . . Tanya . . . Please continue . "
At my answer, Tanya continues reading while anxious taking glances at me .
" . . . Finally, a message from Mimosa . "
"Did you meet Mimosa?"
"Yes, I was called by her when I was investigating the things regarding the engagement"
"So, what is the content of her message?"
" . . . She said, I should not continue, She doesn't want you to help her . "
I repeatedly chew in my head the words of Tanya .
"It sounds like her"
I bitterly smile and Tanya also smiled similarly .
"Oh, you already tried to stop me when I requested you to investigate about this, did you say it to her?"
To my question, Tanya bowed to agree .
"Really, that girl is stupid . . . "
To Mimosa's gentle wishes, I could only say so .
Into eyes where tears are likely to come out, I put all my strength and exhale heavily to disperse the cloudy thoughts .
Even though I do not mind being told that . . .
However, I certainly can not move easily from now on .
Even though I do not mind being told that . . .
However, I certainly can not move easily from now on .
The name of the Duke of Almeria is so powerful, hence there are various fences .
If I move under the current circumstances, the factions battle in the royal palace have the danger of becoming more intensified .
. . . . . . But, if asked myself if this would be a reason to forsake a friend . . . that is not the case .
For me she gave all .
I was losing my position at the school, but she still stayed with me until the end . . . she is truly an important person to me .
In fact without her help, the rumors about me at school would have been terrible .
Like she thought about me and helped me, I also care about her very much .
I close my eyes and put my thoughts together .
" . . . Hey, Tanya . . . will you really ask me to stop as she said?"
"If it is what the lady orders, I will . . "
"Thank you, in that case I would like to send a message to priest Raffshimons, of course, it is top secret"
"Okay"
"The content will be written after all your reports have been finished . . . Continue please"
At my words, Tanya twinkled her eyes .
"Because it was you, you investigated everything I asked, you helped me greatly this time . Thank you so much . "
Tanya smiled like a flower at my words .
"I'm unworthy of it lady . . . I will now report on what I discovered about the matter of Baroness Yuri "
I switched my mind to her words and continued listening .
Report Since attending the ball party in the royal palace, I have been invited from various houses, so I participated as much as possible . If I can, I would like to return to the territory soon . But . . no matter what, I have to stay in the kingdom . Well, more than anything . . . the management of the territory is stable, and the current concern is that Princess Elle and Yuri set something up, bad for the house or territory . . . . In that case it would be better to stay in the kingdom so that I can counter it soon . That is the best reason . There is a disturbing air now in the kingdom . The quantity of people attending parties is getting bigger . it 39 s increasing more and more as I attended the parties . Every party, everyone is seeing each other 39 s face . It used to be a place where they were expressed everything on their faces, degrading others, pleasing others, analyzing others . . a true battlefield of foxes with poisonous words, but now it 39 s over . Everyone is afraid, and looking for information, so those petty actions were not seen anymore . However, I can not keep being in the kingdom forever . Looking at the reports and agreements coming up from the territory, I write instructions and approve documents . As far as I 39 m the territory 39 s acting lord, I must write instructions in anticipation of every situation . Suddenly I stopped the feather pen . Will not these work get in the way if I get married . . . Suddenly, I thought of such a thing . The acacia kingdom is a thorough man society . Not that women have a hard life there, but I will not be able to do my job . . . . Before that happens, should I leave my position at the territory to someone else I was supposed to stay in the territory for a long time without marriage . . . but . . . if I 39 m married I might have to go to another country . When I thought so, I felt as if I had a hole in my heart . Surrounded by all my people . . Tanya . . . Dida . . . Lyle . . . Dean in the side . It is a heavy responsibility and hard work . . . but, therefore, it comes with a sense of accomplishment when I 39 m supported by everyone . I thought that such days will continue forever . Sometimes I imagine myself asking Bern if I can inherit it, even so . . . . . . . At the end, I certainly didn 39 t imagine that it would become such . The blue blood flowing in this body must continue . . . That is why my ancestors who have never seen their partners face before, have been married for a long time . That is a nobleman, is not it The words of Mimosa comes to mind . . . . . . . Her words are terribly correct . My body is a piece of meat and blood, for the sake of the country . . . for the house . That is the duty of nobility, holding on and delivering that blood . Yes, although . . . . . . . Dean . . . From my mouth, that name leaked out . I absolutely wanted to see him . But at the same time, I do not want to see him . If we meet and talk, I can forget this suffering though it is only for a brief moment . However, It will be more painful afterwards, if we meet . . . . I can not give up on my love for him . A future with him is impossible since the beginning . . . . but I desire it . I hope it comes true . Such a thing surely is not appropriate for a nobleman as Mimosa says . Even though I did not understand my feelings at first, but when I came to know my feelings, this love has grown so much that it 39 s unstoppable . If you become conscious, in the blink of an eye . . . you quickly fall deeply with no return . Even though I knew it myself, and decided to not let it happen again, it is exactly what happened . I put the feather pen on the desk once more . Breathe in and out heavily and deeply, as if trying to blow away the dark thoughts that comes to my head . Now I calm myself and remind me that it is not time to think about such a thing . And then, when I opened my eyes next time, I got absorbed in the document in front of me . . . . . . . When concentrating, it was really quick that I managed to finish off all the documents I had to handle today . I take a breath and pick up a letter from Moneda . The content is what I asked him to confirm beforehand . It is about the investigation of the church which seems to be involved in the price rise of the kingdom . Even Tanya said that investigation will take time, but Moneda is Moneda . . . he has his methods when it comes to this . . . The influence on the company seems to be still alive . When I was looking at the letter, I heard a knocking sound at the door . It was Tanya who came in . . . . Milady, do you have a minute would you like me to read the report Yes, please Tanya came to report the information regarding mimosa 39 s engagement . I did not expect it, I lost all words to answer about what I heard . . . . Lady Tanya seemed to be concerned about me . I 39 m Okay . . . Tanya . . . Please continue . At my answer, Tanya continues reading while anxious taking glances at me . . . . Finally, a message from Mimosa . Did you meet Mimosa Yes, I was called by her when I was investigating the things regarding the engagement So, what is the content of her message . . . She said, I should not continue, She doesn 39 t want you to help her . I repeatedly chew in my head the words of Tanya . It sounds like her I bitterly smile and Tanya also smiled similarly . Oh, you already tried to stop me when I requested you to investigate about this, did you say it to her To my question, Tanya bowed to agree . Really, that girl is stupid . . . To Mimosa 39 s gentle wishes, I could only say so . Into eyes where tears are likely to come out, I put all my strength and exhale heavily to disperse the cloudy thoughts . Even though I do not mind being told that . . . However, I certainly can not move easily from now on . The name of the Duke of Almeria is so powerful, hence there are various fences . If I move under the current circumstances, the factions battle in the royal palace have the danger of becoming more intensified . . . . . . . But, if asked myself if this would be a reason to forsake a friend . . . that is not the case . For me she gave all . I was losing my position at the school, but she still stayed with me until the end . . . she is truly an important person to me . In fact without her help, the rumors about me at school would have been terrible . Like she thought about me and helped me, I also care about her very much . I close my eyes and put my thoughts together . . . . Hey, Tanya . . . will you really ask me to stop as she said If it is what the lady orders, I will . . Thank you, in that case I would like to send a message to priest Raffshimons, of course, it is top secret Okay The content will be written after all your reports have been finished . . . Continue please At my words, Tanya twinkled her eyes . Because it was you, you investigated everything I asked, you helped me greatly this time . Thank you so much . Tanya smiled like a flower at my words . I 39 m unworthy of it lady . . . I will now report on what I discovered about the matter of Baroness Yuri I switched my mind to her words and continued listening .