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Chapter 175

A wish

 

" . . . Dan: What on earth are you doing calling me to this place? I have to get back to him soon . "

 

"Oh, please spend some minutes here with me . . . "

 

The tone is different from usual, I have not said the name of who was talking . . . The voice was from Yuri .

And the voice of a man called Dan . . . That voice seemed to resemble that of the fiance of Mimosa, that I heard at the venue of the ball when he came to talk to us a while ago .

No doubt . . . it's them, and my blood was boiling .

 

"I know that it's impossible between us, because you fell in love with that person . . I can see it when you are at his side, at least let me have a good rest here in your lap . . . "

 

"Oh no, thank you for your feelings but I have to go back urgently . "

 

"Oh, please wait, Yuri"

 

. . . . . . As soon as her name comes out, I sighed .

Is she lying to herself?  . . . Dan knows her true identity? . . . My thoughts about their situation and Mimosa occupied all my head .

 

" . . . . . . I gave you a silly excuse . . . In truth . . . . . I fell in love with you, I just wanted to see you alone a moment"

 

I caught a glimpse of the state of things inside the room through the gap of the door .  Dan was kneeling on the floor and kissing her hand .

 

"I . . . I don't hate you . . . I also wanted to see you . . . "

 

"Oh, Yuri . . . . . . !"

 

Dan hugged her in happiness .  She accepts it .

 

" . . . . . . I was an innocent daughter of a baroness, but my father caught me finding a good gentleman to be my companion and even thought I was fortunate to find him, but . . you abandoned me when you knew I had someone to keep me company, you found out such a weak me . . you were so disappointed in me . . but . . but . . I like you . . so I want you to be able to breathe easily with her now at your side "

 

. . . . . . Her story sounds like . . he does not know her true identity, not? It's my conclusion from their talk .

Simply, she usually believes everything she says or acts, the story she tells is real for her, she really believes that her personality is that of a weak and honest girl . . . and so on . When someone listens to his own lies, it comes to a point that he or she cannot distinguish the truth anymore within him/her .

 

" . . . but, you became another woman's man, do not you think? . . You're Ms . Mimosa's man now . . "

 

To her saddened voice, he hurriedly opens his mouth .

 

"Such . . . . . . My heart is only for you, and forever will be . "

 

I was curiously thinking about letting Tanya check the relationship between him and her and his relationship with the Twil 's country .

 

Is this a farce or . . . Is the circumstances that I saw accurate and true?

 

Dan is . . . . . . Mimosa's fiance .

Until then I had thought only about the aspect that he can help and accompany her . . . about her happiness . .   He is the fiance of my precious friend .

Even though I thought that it was a relationship that came abruptly and it was strange . . more from the fact that it was reported with a letter .

 

But now . . .

My friend was betrayed from her fiance and with the same woman . . just like me .

Imagining that future, my eyes got dark . I know how I suffered . . I don't want her to go through that . .

I return to the hall right away to find Mimosa .  Anyway, now I can't think of anything other than to talk with Mimosa about what I saw .

 

" . . . Mimosa"

 

I came back to find her standing alone on the wall of the hall .

 

"Did you need something, Iris?"

 

"There is something I'd like to tell you in a more secluded place, it will take only a bit of time . Can you?"

 

"I'm really sorry but . . I can't move from here . . "

 

"Please! . . it's only a little time . . "

 

She stills refuses . . but . .  

After insisting her for a while, she acknowledged "my only wish", "for only a little time"

After insisting her for a while, she acknowledged "my only wish", "for only a little time"

I pulled her out and brought her into a suitable vacant room .

 

"Mimosa . . . . . . where is your fiance now?"

 

"Come on . . . Don't scare me . . I told him to take a little rest in a waiting room . It might have been tiring since we just greeted everyone as a couple today . "

 

Well, he was with Yuri . . not resting . . .

. . . . . . No, I was convinced that what I watched a little while ago was done without Mimosa knowing .

 

Still, I listened to her and asked because I really wanted it to be different from the bottom of my heart .

I wanted to believe that it was my mistake and not that the situation I just saw was true . . .

Even now, there is a feeling in me that wants it to be so .

 

" . . . Mimosa . . . It's hard to say . . . . . . I wonder if it is better to break the engagement?"

 

"What's the matter with you suddenly? . . . As we have announced our engagement to everyone this way, you know that I can not break it now after that?"

 

"You're still in time! . . . . He . . . I think you will be unhappy with him . "

 

I wanted to explain the situation to her but I was not able to do it .
If I can get any assurance that she will not get hurt, I wouldn't tell her about what I saw just a minute ago .

But . . . I know that she will be hurt in any case even if I do not say it now .

 

"Stop it . . . I know better than you who he is . If that is all you wanted to say me, I will excuse myself . "

 

I hurry and grab her hand to stop her from going .

 

"Wait! . . . . . . . Actually, I know a story not so good about a relationship he has with a woman, so mimosa . . . . . . "

 

She swept away my arm .  At that reaction, my mind stopped .

 

" . . . . Even if it's true what you say, if he comes back to me at least . . it's all good . . "

 

Looking at her eyes, I notice it .

Looking at her eyes, I notice it .

 

"No way . . . you . . . did you know that?"

 

To my question, her eyes slightly shook .

 

"Even if I knew, it's all good?"

 

"It's not good! You're my precious friend . . . . . . I can not bless a marriage where you will not be happy . "

 

"The value of happiness . . . I'll decide it, if he is at my side, even like this, it is my happiness" . . . You said to me before that even if Prince Edward loved her, while he was still engaged to you, you were happy . I'm happy if I could be by his side . . so please do not say anything about him anymore . "

 

"But you know how it did end with Ed!!! You cannot copy my mistakes!! "

 

I shouted with an urge that springs up from the bottom of my heart .

 

"I wanted to be happy with Ed! . . . . I was thinking seriously that only with being by his side I was happy, until that incident occurred, even if Ed did not see me, I thought it was good . I found myself on his side, staying by him . . . but I was empty . "

 

My tears start to drop . The emotions are rising, I myself can not control it .

 

"One day, my heart was filled with dark black things, I hated myself and I drowned into those feelings more and more . . . Mimosa, please don't end like me . . . "

 

"Iris . . . . . . you, you are not conduction yourself like a noblewoman now,"

 

Mimosa said so, expressionless .

 

"Happy by just being on his side? Happy . . . . In truth, I did not think so, what I said was just because . . I wanted to return your words, right? . . . . . . Really, your conduct is not like a noblewoman"

 

"The blue blood that flows through this body needs to be inherited from now on . . . . . . That is why my ancestors who have never seen before their partners face married and have been together for a long time . Is not that to be a nobleman? "

 

I could not return an answer .

Too cold, too much .

 

"So, as long as there is him, even if he has a woman other than me, I will be fine if he does his duty at the end, what I need for a marriage is the future descendants with blue blood flowing through them, like that I will have complied with my duties for my house . There is no more happiness, in that sense, Iris, at that time, you misunderstood the meaning of marriage . That is why that happened with Ed . "

"So, as long as there is him, even if he has a woman other than me, I will be fine if he does his duty at the end, what I need for a marriage is the future descendants with blue blood flowing through them, like that I will have complied with my duties for my house . There is no more happiness, in that sense, Iris, at that time, you misunderstood the meaning of marriage . That is why that happened with Ed . "

 

The word comes back at me like a blade and cuts my heart .

 

"Mimosa, is it really okay . . . ?"

 

That word I said leaked from between my trembling lips and it sounded like a child .

 

" . . . ohhh . . . yeah . . . I will live with my feet on the ground rather than falling in love with an unreachable dream . . . . . . so, I decided already . "

 

My head got cold from her words of determination .

 

"Yeah . . . I'm sorry . . . I shouldn't have stopped you . . . If you are prepared for it, I will not say it any more . "

 

When I said it, she smiled .

. . . . . . But her eyes were invaded with sadness .

If anything, I felt tragic for her .

 

"Well, I can't keep him waiting . I will be rude . See you later Iris . . "

 

And she left .

She probably did not want this engagement to be so, but she accepted it .

 

"I have not decided at all . . . "

 

I muttered when she disappeared .

Marriage for the lineage . . . It is an obvious common occurrence at this period of time and a duty to all noblemen .

I, myself, am thinking about where I have to marry the prince of Acacia .

So I know that this is my ego .  But still . . . .

 

"It's not for the lineage, I wish for your happiness . . . . . . "

 

I want to see her real smile in the future, which I have seen when we spent time together .

A wish . . . Dan What on earth are you doing calling me to this place I have to get back to him soon . Oh, please spend some minutes here with me . . . The tone is different from usual, I have not said the name of who was talking . . . The voice was from Yuri . And the voice of a man called Dan . . . That voice seemed to resemble that of the fiance of Mimosa, that I heard at the venue of the ball when he came to talk to us a while ago . No doubt . . . it 39 s them, and my blood was boiling . I know that it 39 s impossible between us, because you fell in love with that person . . I can see it when you are at his side, at least let me have a good rest here in your lap . . . Oh no, thank you for your feelings but I have to go back urgently . Oh, please wait, Yuri . . . . . . As soon as her name comes out, I sighed . Is she lying to herself . . . Dan knows her true identity . . . My thoughts about their situation and Mimosa occupied all my head . . . . . . . I gave you a silly excuse . . . In truth . . . . . I fell in love with you, I just wanted to see you alone a moment I caught a glimpse of the state of things inside the room through the gap of the door . Dan was kneeling on the floor and kissing her hand . I . . . I don 39 t hate you . . . I also wanted to see you . . . Oh, Yuri . . . . . . Dan hugged her in happiness . She accepts it . . . . . . . I was an innocent daughter of a baroness, but my father caught me finding a good gentleman to be my companion and even thought I was fortunate to find him, but . . you abandoned me when you knew I had someone to keep me company, you found out such a weak me . . you were so disappointed in me . . but . . but . . I like you . . so I want you to be able to breathe easily with her now at your side . . . . . . Her story sounds like . . he does not know her true identity, not It 39 s my conclusion from their talk . Simply, she usually believes everything she says or acts, the story she tells is real for her, she really believes that her personality is that of a weak and honest girl . . . and so on . When someone listens to his own lies, it comes to a point that he or she cannot distinguish the truth anymore within him her . . . . but, you became another woman 39 s man, do not you think . . You 39 re Ms . Mimosa 39 s man now . . To her saddened voice, he hurriedly opens his mouth . Such . . . . . . My heart is only for you, and forever will be . I was curiously thinking about letting Tanya check the relationship between him and her and his relationship with the Twil 39 s country . Is this a farce or . . . Is the circumstances that I saw accurate and true Dan is . . . . . . Mimosa 39 s fiance . Until then I had thought only about the aspect that he can help and accompany her . . . about her happiness . . He is the fiance of my precious friend . Even though I thought that it was a relationship that came abruptly and it was strange . . more from the fact that it was reported with a letter . But now . . . My friend was betrayed from her fiance and with the same woman . . just like me . Imagining that future, my eyes got dark . I know how I suffered . . I don 39 t want her to go through that . . I return to the hall right away to find Mimosa . Anyway, now I can 39 t think of anything other than to talk with Mimosa about what I saw . . . . Mimosa I came back to find her standing alone on the wall of the hall . Did you need something, Iris There is something I 39 d like to tell you in a more secluded place, it will take only a bit of time . Can you I 39 m really sorry but . . I can 39 t move from here . . Please . . it 39 s only a little time . . She stills refuses . . but . . After insisting her for a while, she acknowledged my only wish , for only a little time I pulled her out and brought her into a suitable vacant room . Mimosa . . . . . . where is your fiance now Come on . . . Don 39 t scare me . . I told him to take a little rest in a waiting room . It might have been tiring since we just greeted everyone as a couple today . Well, he was with Yuri . . not resting . . . . . . . . . No, I was convinced that what I watched a little while ago was done without Mimosa knowing . Still, I listened to her and asked because I really wanted it to be different from the bottom of my heart . I wanted to believe that it was my mistake and not that the situation I just saw was true . . . Even now, there is a feeling in me that wants it to be so . . . . Mimosa . . . It 39 s hard to say . . . . . . I wonder if it is better to break the engagement What 39 s the matter with you suddenly . . . As we have announced our engagement to everyone this way, you know that I can not break it now after that You 39 re still in time . . . . He . . . I think you will be unhappy with him . I wanted to explain the situation to her but I was not able to do it . If I can get any assurance that she will not get hurt, I wouldn 39 t tell her about what I saw just a minute ago . But . . . I know that she will be hurt in any case even if I do not say it now . Stop it . . . I know better than you who he is . If that is all you wanted to say me, I will excuse myself . I hurry and grab her hand to stop her from going . Wait . . . . . . . Actually, I know a story not so good about a relationship he has with a woman, so mimosa . . . . . . She swept away my arm . At that reaction, my mind stopped . . . . . Even if it 39 s true what you say, if he comes back to me at least . . it 39 s all good . . Looking at her eyes, I notice it . No way . . . you . . . did you know that To my question, her eyes slightly shook . Even if I knew, it 39 s all good It 39 s not good You 39 re my precious friend . . . . . . I can not bless a marriage where you will not be happy . The value of happiness . . . I 39 ll decide it, if he is at my side, even like this, it is my happiness . . . You said to me before that even if Prince Edward loved her, while he was still engaged to you, you were happy . I 39 m happy if I could be by his side . . so please do not say anything about him anymore . But you know how it did end with Ed You cannot copy my mistakes I shouted with an urge that springs up from the bottom of my heart . I wanted to be happy with Ed . . . . I was thinking seriously that only with being by his side I was happy, until that incident occurred, even if Ed did not see me, I thought it was good . I found myself on his side, staying by him . . . but I was empty . My tears start to drop . The emotions are rising, I myself can not control it . One day, my heart was filled with dark black things, I hated myself and I drowned into those feelings more and more . . . Mimosa, please don 39 t end like me . . . Iris . . . . . . you, you are not conduction yourself like a noblewoman now, Mimosa said so, expressionless . Happy by just being on his side Happy . . . . In truth, I did not think so, what I said was just because . . I wanted to return your words, right . . . . . . Really, your conduct is not like a noblewoman The blue blood that flows through this body needs to be inherited from now on . . . . . . That is why my ancestors who have never seen before their partners face married and have been together for a long time . Is not that to be a nobleman I could not return an answer . Too cold, too much . So, as long as there is him, even if he has a woman other than me, I will be fine if he does his duty at the end, what I need for a marriage is the future descendants with blue blood flowing through them, like that I will have complied with my duties for my house . There is no more happiness, in that sense, Iris, at that time, you misunderstood the meaning of marriage . That is why that happened with Ed . The word comes back at me like a blade and cuts my heart . Mimosa, is it really okay . . . That word I said leaked from between my trembling lips and it sounded like a child . . . . ohhh . . . yeah . . . I will live with my feet on the ground rather than falling in love with an unreachable dream . . . . . . so, I decided already . My head got cold from her words of determination . Yeah . . . I 39 m sorry . . . I shouldn 39 t have stopped you . . . If you are prepared for it, I will not say it any more . When I said it, she smiled . . . . . . . But her eyes were invaded with sadness . If anything, I felt tragic for her . Well, I can 39 t keep him waiting . I will be rude . See you later Iris . . And she left . She probably did not want this engagement to be so, but she accepted it . I have not decided at all . . . I muttered when she disappeared . Marriage for the lineage . . . It is an obvious common occurrence at this period of time and a duty to all noblemen . I, myself, am thinking about where I have to marry the prince of Acacia . So I know that this is my ego . But still . . . . It 39 s not for the lineage, I wish for your happiness . . . . . . I want to see her real smile in the future, which I have seen when we spent time together .
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