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Chapter 114

Chapter 114

Preparing

 

After they all left, I vacantly gazed at the church.

 

“…You’ve been told quite sternly just now. It isn’t like you, Milady.”

 

At Tanya’s words, I smiled.

 

“I wonder how do you define something that is ‘typical’ of me…?”

 

At my inquiry, Tanya’s response was packed with words.

 

“Milady. Please excuse me for being presumptuous, but ever since Milady came to the royal capital, I think that you’ve changed quite considerably. You are working too hard and it feels like you aren’t afraid to show your own fault… I did not feel like

that.”

 

At Tanya’s words, I blinked my eyes in astonishment.

 

 

“Indeed, I may have changed considerably along with the bargaining at the royal capital. …No, it may be precisely since the time Dida asked for my resolution.”

 

That inquiry managed to smash my sweet thoughts. …Only looking for the things ahead. Chasing after ideals, only moving forward. The sensation of “me” that worked as an employee in a peaceful world became my guideline of conduct.

 

I did not intend to deny that. However,

However, I felt like I was just inside a dream, somewhere. Before the unreality of reincarnation, there was a feeling that I was only having a dream. I was trying not to look at the estrangement I felt.

 

However, that inquirely surely smashed it all.

 

This is certainly the reality. Assuming the position of the feudal lord’s agent that is responsible of the people’s lives in a good way, but simultaneously, that goes for the bad meaning, too.

 

The moment I understood it, I bid my farewell to the “me” who was living surrounded

living surrounded by beautiful things. In a true sense, “I” bid my farewell to the gentle country called Japan.

 

I will not show the gap in which I feel like living another person’s life anymore. Things such as condemnation and riots have all been dismissed.

 

“…It’s okay. If I were to advance in the wrong path, there would be people who are by my side, that will stop me. Yes, that’s what I would like to believe in.”

 

“Just like Dida?”

 

“Yes, that’s right.”

 

Everyone is moving in order to fulfill my words. However, at times when at times when I really make mistakes, they will voice their opinions… yes, I can believe that.

 

If it’s the present me.

 

There are Sebas, Dida, Lyle, Rehme, then Sei and Merida… Also, Dean, too.

 

I feel like only Tanya seems to be affirming everything, somehow. But, that’s fine.

 

“May I ask one more thing?”

 

At her question, I silently nodded.

 

“It may be too late at this point, but why did you gather those people in this church?”

 

“Ah, that is, you see…”

 

I let out a small laugh.

 

“I thought that they deserved it.”

 

At my answer, Tanya tilted her head.


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