Chapter 50
He couldn't obtain what he wanted and his love was unrequited.
Facing this kind of despair, how good would it be to let go?
He had clung onto Bai YueSheng for so long, so long that even his memory was chaotic, making him forget many things.
He had indeed forgotten, but when the night was dark and quiet and he sat alone, he found out bitterly that the things he had forgotten were only the bad things and the memories left were the most precious ones.
He could never forget about the day he had first met Bai YueSheng, or forget about the first words he said to him, the first smile he had given him, the first time he had embraced him and that passionate and delirious first night together.
In his memory Bai YueSheng was so perfect he consumed his entire existence, became his entire world and every piece of skin was engraved with his name.
He had entered his bones and could never be extracted, even if he touched it he was scared of losing everything.
In the times he was able to calm down, Qiu ChangFeng also didn't understand.
Why was it like this? It was as though his entire existence was so he could wait for this person, as though his only reason for living was to love him. The only thing of importance in his life was keeping him by his side.
So when facing the prospect of losing him, he was lost in the depths of utter despair and blackness – in this world where there would never again be light, made him lose the will to live.
Had he really become crazy? Qiu ChangFeng asked himself this.
But he couldn't fight it.
In the end Bai YueSheng still cared about him. Qiu ChangFeng this scoundrel had done many things that couldn't be forgiven, but people's memories were always so laughable.
When hating someone, you would remember when he lied to you, impeded you, imprisoned you, humiliated you and you would absorb these memories into your bloodstream.
But when you cared about someone then you would remember when he was good to you, and the things he had done for you, his foolish love and boundless sacrifice. The times he had thrown everything away for the the crazed love of you. Those things would rush uncontrollably into your mind and spread through all your body, unable to be dissipated.
Even without the promotion mission's requirement, Bai YueSheng didn't want Qiu ChangFeng to die.
When really thinking about it, his original "see but not save" action made Qiu ChangFeng who he was. He didn't want to accept but he couldn't deny the reasoning behind this.
"I do like you." Bai YueSheng told Qiu ChangFeng gently.
It was only one sentence but Qiu ChangFeng suddenly released him, stared at him in the eyes without any words.
The two people had known each other for almost a thousand years but Bai YueSheng had never, when clear minded, told Qiu ChangFeng that he liked him.
So it was no surprise that Qiu ChangFeng was shocked.
Bai YueSheng raised his hand and stroked his face. He said seriously, "You don't believe it?"
Qiu ChangFeng's brow wrinkled and his thin lips opened. "No."
Bai YueSheng smiled. He pressed their forehead together and said lowly, "Do you think if I didn't like you, I would do those crazy things with you? Do you think if I didn't like you, then I wouldn't kill you after you imprisoned me for twenty years? Do you think if I didn't like you then you could have kept me for those four hundred years?"
Qiu ChangFeng's eyes gradually regained their light, it was as though a phoenix rising from the ash, resurrecting and allowing that gray world to suddenly fill with color again.
"Ah Sheng…" He called his name with trembling lips.
Bai YueSheng's eyes lowered and touched their lips together gently. "Don't do anything crazy Qiu ChangFeng. I love you."
Qiu ChangFeng was frozen for an instant but then he suddenly forcefully pushed Bai YueSheng down beneath him.
Bai YueSheng fell down onto the snow. His hair was scattered and his beautiful eyes were filled with laughter. His mouth raised up with unspoken love.
Qiu ChangFeng's heart beat frantically. He suddenly thought that even if it was a lie, even if it was a trick, he didn't care.
He clutched his hand tightly and Qiu ChangFeng lowered his head and devoutely, but at the same time violently, kissed him.
Bai YueSheng was kissed until he couldn't breathe. He finally managed to squeeze out lowly, "Go… en… go inside…."
Qiu ChengFeng picked him up bodily and teleported inside the palace. Without practically any foreplay, he entered him.
"Ah…. softer…."
Bai YueSheng really had overdone it these few days.
First Lance, then Qiu ChangFeng, and then QiuChangFeng again in a different place….
The frightening thing was that the stamina of these people were all inhuman, they were all insatiable. As Ah Jiu said, if these people could obtain the scum Bai, then they were all not normal gods….
Although his back was nearly broken but he successfully resolved the danger. Bai YueSheng preserved his extremely precarious promotion mission.
Bai YueSheng opened his eyes and saw the sunlight outside. He lay lazily in Qiu ChangFeng's embrace and said, "I want to eat Tong Luo cake."
Qiu ChangFeng took every word he said as gospel. "Okay."
Bai YueSheng: "The ones you make are the best."
The corners of Qiu ChangFeng's lips raised. He said smiling, "Okay. I'll go and prepare it."
Bai YueSheng instructed, "There needs to be a lot of stuffing, the outside needs to be crispy and there has to be a lot of sugar!"
Qiu ChangFeng raised his hands in a gesture of obedience and then kissed his lips. "Okay. No problem."
Bai YueSheng curved his eyes. "Ah Feng. You're so good."
Qiu ChangFeng's heart trembled and he suddenly said. "Can you say it one more time?"
"Huh?" Bai YueSheng looked at him.
Qiu ChangFeng's eyes were deep. He said, "No, it's nothing…"
After speaking he got up, put on his outer robe and left through the door.
Bai YueSheng realized but he hesitated and in the end pretended he didn't know anything…
Ah Jiu: "Hello. Now you are officially a scum that lies to obtain both body and heart."
Bai YueSheng didn't have any retort to this. He said, "I think this mission is a dead knot, it's impossible to undo."
{T/N: The words are I think "I love you" and BYS is saying he really doesn't have any choice and there's no real way to solve the mission without lying and likely causing further problems.}
Ah Jiu paused. "Take it step by step ba."
Bai YueSheng: "…." There wasn't any other choice.
Although he was very tired but right now Bai YueSheng's body was made of steel. He circulated his power slightly and the tiredness immediately dissipated.
He was still curious, where had Gong Yi gone? Had he perhaps not followed him to the world? Or was it that he had only landed in a different place?
He was just thinking about it when the air in front of him distorted and when Bai YueSheng turned around he saw Gong Yi.
He said happily, "Big brother Gong."
Gong Yi's gaze travelled downwards and landed on his naked body. Bai YueSheng casually grabbed a robe and put it on. He jumped off the bed and said, "This time I really need to thank you."
The robe he had grabbed belonged to Qiu ChangFeng. It was pure black and lay loosely on his body. The neckline was very open and his legs could also be seen. His feet were bare and walked on the black marble floor.
He didn't look like a person but rather like a pearl spirit in black satin, transformed into human shape to seduce everyone who looked upon him with his beauty.
Gong Yi didn't say a thing. He reached out and grabbed his waist and then leaned down and bit his chest.
Bai YueSheng made a startled noise. "Gong… big brother Gong?"
Gong Yi took off his clothes and placed him on the bed and then from behind, slowly pushed himself inside…
Bai YueSheng completely didn't understand what was happening. Because of over stimulus his hands curled into fists and he said in a trembling voice, "Can… can we we go back to Earth?"
This was still Qiu ChangFeng's palace. If he came back and saw this scene….
Then everything before would be completely wasted ma!
So then he changed locations and almost died on the bed in his own apartment.
But after this event, the entire world became quiet.
They had all left….
Even Gong Yi couldn't avoid the world's setting of leaving after making love.
Bai YueSheng didn't want to go anywhere. He was now a tired and disabled scum.
It was just a pity that he didn't get to eat the Tong Luo cake. Bai YueSheng really felt very regretful.
The next day Bai YueSheng took a sick day and slept in a lot. Three days passed before he finally recovered.
Bai YueSheng looked for Ah Jiu to talk as usual: "Lord Jiu…."
He called a few times but no one replied.
"Did you go into the game to pick up the little loli again?" He talked to himself. He took a shower, changed his clothes and ordered take away. He waited in his house for the food delivery.
The cake he ordered still hadn't come but Ah Jiu finally came back.
Ah Jiu: "!!!!!!"
Bai YueSheng: "What happened? Did you get dumped by the little loli?"
Ah Jiu's face was black. "Shut up!"
Bai YueSheng blinked. "Why is your gunpowder scent so strong?"
At this time the doorbell sounded. Bai YueSheng got up and brought the take away inside. He ate the 12 inch chocolate cake with a look of satisfaction and continued the conversation in his mind. "Did your little loli turn into a big bulky guy?"
He was just speaking casually but Ah Jiu exploded: "Get lost!!!"
Bai YueSheng was yelled at so loudly his head hurt. "Did I really hit the nail on the head ah?"
Ah Jiu: "….."
"Hahahahahaha!" Bai YueSheng laughed without reservations. "In this life you should completely give up on the notion of getting a loli! Look at your bad eyesight! LuoLuo is a proper little flower sprite but you insisted on saying it's a loli, Lance was a black bellied God of Destruction, and you thought he was a poor and homeless little loli. And now you had a online romance…. And your little loli turned into a big guy! I can't take it anymore. Let me finish my cake. I'm scared that I'll laugh so much I'll die."
Ah Jiu: "…………………………………………………………………….." Even if he put an infinite number of dots he could not express the bitterness in his heart.
Seeing this family's system suffer such a huge shock, Bai YueSheng comforted out of good heartedness. "Okay, okay. Even if you can't be lovers you can still be brothers. Next time you have a romance let me know. I'll help you investigate. If it's a guy I'll take him and if it's a loli, you can have her."
"Get lost!" Ah Jiu wasn't comforted at all and his heart felt even more cold.
Bai YueSheng smiled from ear to ear.
Bai YueSheng didn't have any heart and liver and didn't know what love was so he didn't pay much attention to it, but unexpectedly Ah Jiu was the opposite of him. He was dispirited for more than ten days, and didn't want to talk, so depressed he could die.
Because of that happened with Lance and Qiu ChangFeng, Bai YueSheng still made some progress in the matters of the heart. He was scared that Lord Jiu would give up on his system life.
So he found an opportunity to try and talk things through with him. "Did that brother pretend to be a girl to trick you?"
Ah Jiu: "No."
Bai YueSheng's eyes went wide. "Weren't the two of you playing an online game? He played as a guy and you still thought he was a loli?"
Ah Jiu: "….."
Bai YueSheng was clever and immediately understood. "Was his avatar created by you?"
Ah Jiu almost choked on his own breathing. "He is very innocent and doesn't understand anything. He didn't even know he was a system. After I knew him for a few days I felt that he was a naive little girl, so I was too embarrassed to ask him for his gender. So I created an avatar to test him. He didn't say anything and immediately started using it. He even said it was really beautiful."
Bai YueSheng: "….." Lord Jiu you after all accompanied me to dominate multiple worlds, how can you be so stupid!
"Now I finally see that he doesn't really understand what is male and female…." Ah Jiu sighed and continued to speak. "He's very cute and his heart is very simple. He's also very obedient but he's not stupid. He learns extremely quickly and can even improve upon his teachings…"
Bai Yuesheng listened to him extol this big man's virtues and obtained a conclusion. Ah Jiu had really been defeated…
Ah Jiu hadn't even finished yet. "When I'm with him I'm really happy. Because of our avatars in the game, we can do a lot of things together so we got familiar quickly. I…."
He didn't finish when Bai YueSheng interrupted him. "Lord Jiu, you've fallen in love."
Ah Jiu: "…."
After silence, Ah Jiu said gravely. "He's a man." He's a very good looking youth.
Bai YueSheng rolled his eyes. "Listen to the advice of your brother. If you like him then chase him, who cares if he's a man or a woman."
Ah Jiu: "…………"
Bai YueSheng sighed. Seeing Ah Jiu like this he felt somewhat responsible so he said in a rare moment of complete seriousness, "Believe me. The amount of human scum like me in the world is very low. Your little cutie is definitely an obedient child."
Ah Jiu: "That goes without saying!" If there was really any scum bigger than Bai YueSheng in this world, then he would give up on lolis forever and become a shotacon!
Of course at this time Ah Jiu was not yet familiar with his little cutie's host…
The President Chu who was far away in a different world: He he.
{T/N: Ahahaha! Is the author trying to say Chu MuYun is a bigger scum than Bai YueSheng? ヽ（´∀｀）ノ}
Bai YueSheng said, "What game are you playing? I'll make a profile too so I can meet your little cutie."
Ah Jiu glared ferociously at him. "Don't you dare."
Bai YueSheng waved his hand. "You'll lose me like this."
Ah Jiu: "If I lose you I will celebrate."
Bai YueSheng: "Ai, it turns out that Lord Jiu is the type of guy to forget his friends as soon as he has a girlfriend!"
After a while, Bai YueSheng received another "little cutie".
Jiang Ming had come a lot in these couple of days. Because of the limitations of the "mind manipulation" trick, Bai YueSheng had also lowered his guard towards him and had honestly told him from beginning to end how much of a scum he was, from his ex-husband, to his ex-boyfriend, to his ex-fiancee and even his brother and Gong baba. He let him know he was already very tired and didn't have any more energy to deal with his affections.
Jiang Ming's three views had alrady been shaken by multiple uses of mind manipulation. He expressed that he would definitely give up but just required a little bit of time.
Bai YueSheng looked at the fact that Jiang Third Master would every time bring the specialty custom cake made by the Jiang family's chef, and decided to give him this time.
In these two days the two people had tea together. Bai YueSheng said casually, "What happened to that Qin Yan? Do the two of you still keep in touch?"
After hearing this name, Jiang Ming's face changed and he hurried to say, "No! We don't have any contact at all!"
Bai YueSheng looked at him sideways. This expression clearly said something was up!
Bai YueSheng had already asked Ah Jiu to investigate Qin Yan's background. This fellow really wasn't ordinary. When he wore sunglasses and wore a coat he was he had a significant aura, not to mention the scars on his body wasn't something anyone could forget.
Ah Jiu was a genius of investigation. In this world no top level security system could stop him and he easily obtain all the information he needed.
Qin Yan. The acknowledged top assassin in ten countries. His background was powerful enough to start wars in this world.
He had changed his name and hidden his identity and returned to China and did not accept any more missions. He was simply on a holiday.
Although this identity did not pose any threat to Bai YueSheng, but Bai YueSheng didn't want Jiang Ming to run into any trouble.
He was problematic and dangerous. If Jiang Ming and him really got involved, then based on the Rising Sun Group's power it would be like using an egg to smash a stone, he would definitely be defeated.
If Jiang Ming could fall in love with someone else and forget him then of course it would be a good thing, but Qin Yan really wasn't a very good person to select.
Bai Yuesheng reminded him, "No contact is good. That person is very dangerous."
Jiang Ming hurried to nod his head. "I think he's very annoying. Of course I won't contact him!"
His denial was so passionate that it made Bai YueSheng laugh. He said, "I think he's pretty handsome."
Jiang Ming: "What's the use of being good looking. He looks like a bear."
After hearing this Bai YueSheng felt reassured. That's right, Jiang Ming should like the type that was pretty and delicate. Qin Yan was 190cm tall, and his body was extremely sturdy, it shouldn't be to Jiang Ming's taste.
However in the end, perhaps he was overthinking. Even if Jiang Ming really liked Qin Yan it wasn't a big deal. As long as Bai YueSheng was around then he could resolve any danger in the world.
It was getting dark. Jiang Xiao Ming finished eating and prepared to go home.
Bai YueSheng opened the door to send him out and just as he opened…
"Ah ha…." Bai YueSheng smiled. "Jamie, you're back!"
It was true… Jiang Xiao Ming was cursed, this setting could be set off at any time….
Jiang Ming could no longer be surprised. He looked at this handsome and stately "ex-husband" with a wooden and expressionless face, and left without even turning around.
Bai YueSheng smiled like a immortal and gave Jeremy a big hug. "I really missed you."
His Majesty the Emperor's face was shadowed and his eyes moved. Then he leaned down and kissed Bai YueSheng's forehead and said, "You're not allowed to provoke any more people."
Bai YueSheng felt extremely guilty. He said immediately, "He's just a friend… en… friend la!"
Jeremy looked at him fixedly and then said, "I'm going to take a shower."
Bai YueSheng agreed. "Go ahead. The water is hot."
He was just thinking about what kind of conversation Jeremy must have had with Neil in the western fantasy world, and just how he was supposed to pacify his Majesty the Emperor when…
There was a big bang.
Bai YueSheng froze for half a second. And then he said, "Jeremy I told you before you can't use any ability here, don't use any machines from the intergalactic world, and you can't…"
He hadn't even finished his words when he saw the two tall and handsome guys intertwined together in front of him.
{T/N: Just so there's no misunderstandings, this CMY and one of his MLs. This is the same scene from near the ending of 7men, from BYS's perspective. Now that I think about it there will be some spoilers for 7men if you guys are also reading that. The spoilers next chapter are very minor. When the spoilers get bigger I will post a warning on the front page.}
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